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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 7th Dose (Let's start the next bag)

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morninggloryseed said:
Granted I have never taken more than 40mg but I never will as 40mg keeps me up all night and I tend to not feel right the next day.
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Your doing it wrong. Take a single high dose when the time is right (60mg+). Also the purity of the MXE has a significant effect on how clean the vibes are. Pure MXE is blissful and enlightening.
 
Speaking of purity, I got a new batch of MXE that is different from any I've gotten before. Instead of being whilte, it is a sandy/grayish beige. It smells VERY strongly of pickles, or pickling. I think this may have been a subtle smell / flavor of past MXE I've had, but this is like times 10 or more in intensity. Has anyone else had off-colored MXE that had an intense pickly smell?

~psychoblast~
 
Let's rename MXE NZT.

15mg MXE for breakfast lasts at least six hours, isn't psychedelic at all, and just plain makes me rethink my day. I talked a parking police officer into not giving me a ticket and it was a very pleasurable conversation. I've officially fallen in love with doses <20mg.
It's the "edge" I've always wanted.
 
Even though i still have the weak different whatever batch i decided to take some tonight and have 30mg sitting under my tongue atm. Might add some tilidine later and later later some ativan.

Edit: someone slap me in the face. i'm actually enjoying the song "toxic" by britney spears.
 
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M-hole and screaming out

Well I finally mholed and became a god,a devil saw unspeakable things saw incredible things.

I think I also vaped a few mg of amt , so around 100mg( split doses) of mxe maybe 2mg etaz

Twisted wasnt a word for it. I mean really fuckng odd end of the world stuff, also blood puke guts twisted bodies etc but then also a world sown out of fabric with pastel colours and soft textures.


Whilst this was happening I was shouting out , sounded like I was in pain I just found out from a neighbour. Apparently they were concerned for my welfare. Fuuuuuuuck

I tried using the excuse it was a nightmare brought in by stress and lack of sleep. Don't think they bought it as they said it went on for about a hour on sat morning nine am ish.

Anyone else make noises or talk out loud when holed on mxe. I'm concerned to do it again with them home In case they call the old bill or the men in white suites.

Ah well no more holes for me , its taken until today to shake some of those images from my thoughts
 
Wow i didn't expect to feel anything from 50 mg tilidine, because my tolerance is kinda high.
But i def feel it and it feels fucking good.
Whoever suggested "life with a restart button"....big thx...very cool and calming track.
And the video brings back memories from San francisco.
 
deko said:
Anyone else make noises or talk out loud when holed on mxe.

Ah well no more holes for me , its taken until today to shake some of those images from my thoughts
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Lol that was rad.
I do a lot of giggling when I'm holing and laughing at the insane amount of epiphanies slamming my skull per minute.
It's usually pretty pleasant.
I think that AMT mix helped you get a little gory. lol
The gods and galaxies and life death parts was probably mostly the MXE. lolol
 
ColtDan said:
happy valentines day =D

eye_wide_open, if you love MXE, you will fucking love ketamine. ive only ever had one gram of ketamine, had been doing MXE long before i tried ketamine... and holy shit. its amazing. but it seems to lack the mind opening afterglow that MXE brings. but its awesome none the less, lots of fun
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Yeah I need to get some bro but I have no connects. I'm lucky I got some shroomies.
Savoring these mofos. MXe is wild I'm lucky I get to try it once in a while too.
Changed my life.

+1 for dissociated valentines kick ass. lol
 
Here is what it feels like when you go in and out of consciousness all night long repeatedly when you are totally holing balls and you keep redosing while in the hole AND broken through hard because your spirit does it on it's own.

http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...and-the-Cosmic-Energy?p=10334291#post10334291

Good luck reading that one. lol
You're a hero if you make it all the way through, and a real MXE cosmonaut.
I'm not trying to say any of it was true or not, but that's what happens to me when I do a fuckload (likely near death) dose of MXE. lol

That was my eye opening event that I could write 600 books about.
It sounds like retarded banter, but I was learning 5 million things a second for the entire night.

DMT is all colors. MXE, you visit the depths on the inner workings of everything.
Don't ever tell me this stuff is wimpy. lololol
 
Last night I done about 60mg of Methoxetamine with 2mg of Etizolam. Was by far the best experience I have had with it so far, the effects of the MXE seemed to be far greater in that combo. I actually had to stay at a friends as I was too wasted to ride my push bike 10 minutes down the road. Good times :-)
 
deko said:
Anyone else make noises or talk out loud when holed on mxe. I'm concerned to do it again with them home In case they call the old bill or the men in white suites.
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yeah myself and other people usually end up making some fucked up noises, mainly lying on the floor like "AHHHHHHHhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhh" etc. like we're on a rollercoaster or some shit. ive been aware of myself do it, infact it feels nice and natrual to make some ahhhhhhhh noise lol
 
I've found that unlike DXM(my only other real dissociative experience), you have the tendency to move around and make a lot of noise on MXE. According to my friends I talk and laugh to myself when I'm in the hole, haha.
 
Does anyone else experience "false memories" after MXE use? Obviously dreams of the night after using, but very hard to verify because of the minor nature of these "memories". Gave me quite a scare once.
 
yeah a few times. after re-living memories on MXE, it seems they feel real, like its happened. i get it without MXE though, sometimes when dreaming very lucid/vivid dreams become so "real" that they they stored as memories, and i wake up like what the fuck.... did that happen in the past? then i think back and realize it didnt happen,
 
I see. I wasn't reliving memories on MXE though. It always happens quite some hours after the comedown, when I'm sleeping (I suppose so at least). I'd exclude lucid dreams as they're quite rare for me and I have always been aware of what was happening then. Of course I've had very vivid dreams too, but I tend to realize about it when I wake up, like you said. My false MXE memories kind of sneak up on me a long after awakening ...
 
Thorz said:
Your doing it wrong. Take a single high dose when the time is right (60mg+). Also the purity of the MXE has a significant effect on how clean the vibes are. Pure MXE is blissful and enlightening.
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Really? :) Couldn't possibly be that I just don't like it, it has to be I'm 'doing it wrong.' ;) Or that mine isn't as good as your.

Honestly the way people hype this up is getting on my nerves. :!

People are just attaching so much BS and hype to this drug. I guess ketamine is in short supply.

Reminds me of myself in 2000 when I thought 2C-T-7 was the grail of grails. I still feel that way when I take 2C-T-7, but I have shared it with enough to know its effects are erratic and read differently by different people. MXE is no different. Few entheogenic substances are consistent. Look at marijiuana, arguably the most common entheogen used and some get useful, relaxing and mind expanding effects and others become paranoid messes.

It has nothign to do with 'vibes' or user error. Now I have heard it all. 8)
 
petzy said:
Does anyone else experience "false memories" after MXE use? Obviously dreams of the night after using, but very hard to verify because of the minor nature of these "memories". Gave me quite a scare once.
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I imagine any drug that interferes with memory and learning is likely to to increase the probability of experiencing false memories. The NMDA receptor has been implicated in the encoding of memories (well, it's implicated in everything but memory is a big one), so I'd imagine NMDA antagonists would be particularly potent in this regard. We strive for coherency when we remember events, so if an event has been randomly redacted (think government censored documents, though really illegible writing is a better analogy) we will fill in the gaps using whatever is left accessible (perhaps by inserting part of another memory from a different context). On top of that, a drug like MXE is going to highlight certain aspects of experience in ways they wouldn't normally be highlighted. So with all the sloppy writing and atypical italicizing of parts of events the story we tell ourselves to make sense of an experience upon remembering gets ghostwritten in ways where we might not even recognize ourselves (and this is just one simple illustration of the way things could go funny).

What scared you specifically?
 
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