helium-4
Bluelight Crew
I really want to see if I can switch my clonazepam script into a 10mg oxycodone w/o APAP. I like my 20mg methadone script, but I don't think after using it for a month and half (first 10mgs a day, then 15mgs a day, and now 20mgs a day), it actually gives me the sedation I need at bed time. It works great for keeping me a sleep, and doesn't leave me feeling sleepy headed/missing alarms like clonazepam. Clonazepam also doesn't have the most enjoyable headspace. I'm trying to not be seen as a drug seeker by upping my dose for methadone so often, as it does help with my RLS, and I'm not in a lot of neurological pain (just minor to moderate), so I'm not really sure I should ask to raise it up to 25 or 30mgs. I've gotten rid of 24mgs of my 60mgs total clonazepam for the month to lower my daily dose to 1 (I didn't just give them a way, but not relevant) to see if this helps with the side-effects, but ultimately I kinda want it completely gone. I don't need a benzodiazepine addiction along with an opioid addiction. So I'm thinking I might ask for 10mgs of oxycodone, 20mgs of hydrocodone, or 4mg of hydromorphone taken a hour before bed, with the 20mgs of methadone a day. I guess I could also see I could switch the clonazepam to temazepam (less negative effects on sleep cycle and a bit shorter half-life), or valium (a lot nicer on my body).
I dunno, I guess I should just let him know that I prefer using opioids only but would like the sedation to be higher at night, rather than the steady state sedation of methadone. Maybe try to see if I could switch to just using levorphanol 4mg around noon, and 8mgs at night before bed. This could be possible, but I imagine for one it will be hard to find some where it in stock and I'm not sure who expensive it would be. I think it would be as good as methadone as it also has NDMA-antagonism, stronger SNRI effect than methadone, more potent than morphine, and lasts 8-16 hours apparently. If I could have just the light sedation and RLS benefits during the day and heavy sedation from a higher dose at night, it would be like magic. When I take amphetamine during the day methadone isn't the best at making it easy tof all asleep when ever I want.
Anyone have experience with levorphanol? Anyone think that it would be be ok to try to up my dose to 25 or 30mgs? I never have been scripted pain medication for any other purpose than post hospital pain, so I'm not sure if it would look weird having a 22 year old ask to raise the dose of methadone up again. Especially when 20mgs of methadone should be a high dose for a opiate naive individual. I just wnat some heavy sedation before bed that isn't from a benzo (gabapentin doesn't work, ambien doesn't work for me, cyclobenzaprine doesn't make me tired anymore, and I will not touch any stupid anti-psychs they stupidly script for sleeping ). I feel a opioid sedation would be the best option other than weed. If I had some weed I'd totally be happy.
I also don't want to switch the methadone to oxycodone, hydrocodone, oxymorphone, or morphine (the ERs are expensive, and I'd abuse them, especially when I'd probably get 20mg of oxycodone twice a day). i don't want to abuse my scripts.
I dunno, I guess I should just let him know that I prefer using opioids only but would like the sedation to be higher at night, rather than the steady state sedation of methadone. Maybe try to see if I could switch to just using levorphanol 4mg around noon, and 8mgs at night before bed. This could be possible, but I imagine for one it will be hard to find some where it in stock and I'm not sure who expensive it would be. I think it would be as good as methadone as it also has NDMA-antagonism, stronger SNRI effect than methadone, more potent than morphine, and lasts 8-16 hours apparently. If I could have just the light sedation and RLS benefits during the day and heavy sedation from a higher dose at night, it would be like magic. When I take amphetamine during the day methadone isn't the best at making it easy tof all asleep when ever I want.
Anyone have experience with levorphanol? Anyone think that it would be be ok to try to up my dose to 25 or 30mgs? I never have been scripted pain medication for any other purpose than post hospital pain, so I'm not sure if it would look weird having a 22 year old ask to raise the dose of methadone up again. Especially when 20mgs of methadone should be a high dose for a opiate naive individual. I just wnat some heavy sedation before bed that isn't from a benzo (gabapentin doesn't work, ambien doesn't work for me, cyclobenzaprine doesn't make me tired anymore, and I will not touch any stupid anti-psychs they stupidly script for sleeping ). I feel a opioid sedation would be the best option other than weed. If I had some weed I'd totally be happy.
I also don't want to switch the methadone to oxycodone, hydrocodone, oxymorphone, or morphine (the ERs are expensive, and I'd abuse them, especially when I'd probably get 20mg of oxycodone twice a day). i don't want to abuse my scripts.