Had a few pills. This was my first experience with trying to iv pills so I looked around the internet to find a proper way to break them down to iv because the first time with plain water, even after removing the coating, just turned to gel/goo. Eventually, I found a method that worked and all was well and good. Except during one instance, I swore I was in the vein, but apparently not because I have a huge, swollen, painful lump at the injection site. It's only been about 3 days, I've tried warm compresses, but the swelling nor the pain is going away. I think I may have an abscess and am wondering if I should just wait it out or should I try to lance and drain it myself? I tried to drain it using a syringe but was only able to get a little of the substance out. I'd rather not have to go to the hospital, as I was just there less than a month ago for a suicide attempt and if I go back for this they'll surely try to commit me again.
If anyone has any advice or suggestions, please. And you don't need to tell me I was stupid for doing this, I already realize this. I've been clean from iv'ing coke and meth for over a year now just to go and screw up big like this.... Temptation got the best of me unfortunately.
If anyone has any advice or suggestions, please. And you don't need to tell me I was stupid for doing this, I already realize this. I've been clean from iv'ing coke and meth for over a year now just to go and screw up big like this.... Temptation got the best of me unfortunately.
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