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Bluelighter
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For the past few weeks I've been very stressed out due to moving into an apartment with an insane roomate with an out of control temper, being evicted due to a lease technicallity with the apartment, and college on top of that.
I dosed 50mg 4-aco-dmt at 3:00. This is a moderate dose for me. I have always needed more to trip than most people. Good mental history, aside from a panic attack last week triggered by my roommate. Haven't tripped in weeks because of the stress I had been under, but having finished a load of schoolwork and with a desire to work on music I decided to today.
After 45 minutes I wasn't feeling very much so I took 20mg more and that did it. I had a relatively light, or moderate at best, trip. My roommate came home at 7:00. While he was here, I came down from the trip. I usually come down after 3-4 hours from psilacetin unless I take higher doses. When he left I put on a fidget house mix (http://www.house-mixes.com/profile/Prime Objective/play/option1/). Really intense shit. I began to get minor visuals again at about 7:30. They became more intense and when I rested my head on my hand I felt it dissolve, which I have never experienced before in my years of occasional use of psychedelics. I began to feel some weird, almost painful jerking in my stoumach. A lot of my muscles started to feel really weird, especially the ones in my legs. I felt a lot of muscle tension which made it difficult and slightly painful to walk.
One of my best friends came over and he helped ground me. I was almost totally down by 11. Psilacetin should never last 8-9 hours and I think I may've felt myself come down, although that could have just been my roomate being a psychedelic antagonist. My mental health is normally great, aside from that panic attack. Why did this happen? I'm worried. Thanks.
I dosed 50mg 4-aco-dmt at 3:00. This is a moderate dose for me. I have always needed more to trip than most people. Good mental history, aside from a panic attack last week triggered by my roommate. Haven't tripped in weeks because of the stress I had been under, but having finished a load of schoolwork and with a desire to work on music I decided to today.
After 45 minutes I wasn't feeling very much so I took 20mg more and that did it. I had a relatively light, or moderate at best, trip. My roommate came home at 7:00. While he was here, I came down from the trip. I usually come down after 3-4 hours from psilacetin unless I take higher doses. When he left I put on a fidget house mix (http://www.house-mixes.com/profile/Prime Objective/play/option1/). Really intense shit. I began to get minor visuals again at about 7:30. They became more intense and when I rested my head on my hand I felt it dissolve, which I have never experienced before in my years of occasional use of psychedelics. I began to feel some weird, almost painful jerking in my stoumach. A lot of my muscles started to feel really weird, especially the ones in my legs. I felt a lot of muscle tension which made it difficult and slightly painful to walk.
One of my best friends came over and he helped ground me. I was almost totally down by 11. Psilacetin should never last 8-9 hours and I think I may've felt myself come down, although that could have just been my roomate being a psychedelic antagonist. My mental health is normally great, aside from that panic attack. Why did this happen? I'm worried. Thanks.
