How are you in one word? v. 2012

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Poor today started with tears, turned to anger @ one point i swore if i went out id so someone harm if they screwed with me.
The anger was scarry coz im normaly not like that, the brick wall copped the most of it, i then put on some meditation music and lay down comftorbly, fell asleep that was 2 hrs ago.... I really realy scared mself today i thought i was gonna totaly snap. Bad day.
 
Numb My day of anguish is finaly over I can now sit back and forget, Hopefully pass out for a while for just a little while... Or can i?
Can i make this shit go away? coz just writing this is makin me feel worse:(
Im 30 and im fucked... No one knows the full story and i dont know if i can deal with this shit much longer.
 
troll-face Work tonight was so over the top disgusting and unpleasant that I can't help but laugh at it and toss on my troll face.

... if I ever hear like a, a barrista, moaning about their day at work at again, I'll recall the details of tonight and tell them STFU.
 
blah. i kind of want to just skip my class today and take a day off for me, but i don't want to regret not going later...
 
Discombobulated: I woke up from a good night of sleep and I swore it was the afternoon. I even looked at my clock on my phone and thought it was 2pm... So I was like mine as well get high, you know? Then I look at the clock again and its only 9:57am... What? So now its 11 something and I'm high wondering what in the world I'm doing up.
 
^^I always think it's a good idea to take a day off work and call in but I always get this tinge of guilt that follows me all day. The worst.

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Numb My day of anguish is finaly over I can now sit back and forget, Hopefully pass out for a while for just a little while... Or can i?
Can i make this shit go away? coz just writing this is makin me feel worse:(
Im 30 and im fucked... No one knows the full story and i dont know if i can deal with this shit much longer.

S.M.F.G. It sounds like a really rough day. I am so sorry. When you say that no one knows the full story do you mean here or IRL with your family or both? Would it help to let some of that out with other people? I hope you know how many people care about you and wish you peace. You give others so much love and understanding here in TDS and it's time to give some of that to yourself. <3

@stardust: why? Hope everything is ok. PM me if you need to.

atm: grateful
 
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