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darksidedsam said:
i took a 3 week break a while ago from k,
because i was on doxycycline,

At week 3 i thought Either ill die from an interaction from this antibiotic and the K or ill end up killing myself i just cant take these mood swings anymore .
S Isomer is what i really need but, ive never seen it.
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If your mood swings are that severe, you should maybe go to a doc and find out what's wrong, unless you have already. Sounds serious bro. I hope you don't ever end up offing yourself, that's completely uneccesary.. but I understand..
S-ket is the fucking shit. My preferred isomer.

Folley said:
Day 3 100% sober, now its official, longest time Ive been without drugs since June
not sure if I should be proud or not...
LOL
this fog is starting to clear up though, and my motivation is through the roof. So thats cool :D
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I haven't done coke or MDMA since New Years, and K since Dec 11th. Being sober sucks but man I need it. My brain was so fogged. I still randomly dissociate and shit, but it's getting better. I'm trying to stay away from drugs until the summer and even then, once I start up again, I'm going to try and practice moderation. If I can't handle that then I'm just going to have to stop completely.
 
LSDMDMA&10291119 said:
Chiva means tar.
Mas is more in spanish.
tweaky isnt there some spanish word for glass that is something like Cli Cli or some shit?
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Chiva means Heroin, not specifically tar. And I already told you, not that I know of.

D n A said:
S-ket is the fucking shit. My preferred isomer.
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This ^
 
i see my GP,
he gave me citalopram... I got body disassociation from that shizz at the 2 week mark.
Was fucking weird.

I kinda just manage it with ketamine for now, but its expensive to do so,
Im only 20 and all my joints are crumbling away too Lol.. wtf is wrong

thats why i like weed,, no back pain , no sore right shoulder allllll gone.

ProTip*
Dont do 14 hour shifts in a freezing cold shitty workshop when your like 17


I spend a lot of time on here, surely people have realised this lol,
I dont socialise anymore really, and i realised the people who live near me only want to do drugs with me or not talk to me at all.


ive got 1 good friend who lives a fair bit away though, im in and out of work so i have to make journeys to see him rare as travel is shit, and dear
 
Folley said:
So old school lol....


looking good dezz! How easy was that? Im thinking about getting some pads for meself
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buy growbox at smartshop, dunk in water, close lid, let it moist for 12 hours, pour water out, put bag over box, wait for 10 days=PROFIT!
edit: bag comes with the box, it has to have filters to keep mold and shit out but let oxygen in
 
Sam I wouldnt worry about it lol... I have like one really close friend who lives like 10 mins away, but I can never hang out with him because of his parents. Then I have a bunch of other "friends" who I only really still talk to at all because they smoke weed

and I recently drove away the last person that actually cares about me, over very very very stupid shit.



Its hard to get your life going the way you want, when all anyone ever sees you as is a pothead. Fuck you people, you dont know me.
 
yeah i get seen as a 'kethead' and a 'stoner'

And that i dont know much about drugs.
pah.


Just got told im a cunt because i dont want to get on it tonight, i want to go to sleep its nearly 12pm, whats wrong with that?

I really hate alcohol you know?
makes people really aggressive, thats why i hate pubs.

just reminds me of when my dad gets drunk hes violent, one guy was starting on me, i left the room because i wanted to smash a bottle and cut hes throat. i was having flashbacks lol
 
I've also been in the same situation like you guys, few friends, only to do drugs with, and lost very dear ones over very stupid shit also.

When stuck in this situation it feels like your alone, but when you look at the bigger picture it's a very small frame of your life and things will get better.

New, better friends will come around EVENTUALLY, that's how it happened for me. I still have lonely moments but hey I have people to turn to now.
 
My dad is the funny (but annoying) fall-on-your-ass drunk lol


drunk people are like, REALLY annoying. So stupid too... we need to start opening up the Turkish Hash Parlors like they had back in the day, I could go for a smokey room filled with mellow ass people smoking hookahs lol


^ I have people to go to, but not really. No one I can open up too 100%, rejection is probably my biggest fear...
 
Lol yeah, my dad is the agressive type aswell, I know how you feel Sam. My dad almost killed my mom when I was 8 :(
 
Yeah, I told them that aswell, not a nice way to experience childhood lol
 
But yeah, it's the person not the substance, I'm a happy motherfucker on alcohol. I've seen people get agressive on mdma...
 
I'm sorry to hear that dezz,

I watched violence as a child also between my parents,
But yeah, it's the person not the substance, I'm a happy motherfucker on alcohol. I've seen people get agressive on mdma...
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On alcohol i just want to fuck some hot girl lol
 
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