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I did like .2 of meh dope and was ok, but a 30 feels better (but doesn't last for shit). 1mg bupe keeps me steady and stable, so you're saying 10mg 'done would be appropriate? Guess given the source was a friend I could try to buy another if I decide 1 wasn't satisfactory so I had 1.5-2 for the next go-around.

I'm over-thinking it, I'll just go along w/ the HR concept. :p
 
Yummy (not really). Just ate a 2mg TEVA 8xx marked kpin, and a 10mg baclofen.

See where this goes (hopefully not just to bed...).
 
synthetix said:
effie helped me out a great deal as i posted on the dark side and she was there to comfort me greatly and cannot show my appreciation more, she most definately saved my life that morning.
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<3 pft, you saved yourself :) i do owe you a pm, i'm really sorry, been a bit overwhelmed by crises of late and my sleep pattern has reversed itself (for the millionth time, gah..)

Aveo, hope you're feeling better! You should never take random abx lying around you know, been pondering it since we chatted they might not be the right ones at all, and if it's bad enough to need 'em a doctor should probably check it out and send off a swab..

Lou, boo on the glasses! All mine are broke too. I kinda don't need them for day to day stuff, but I probably should wear them really.. but I prefer the world in soft focus. Almost like always being on drugs ;)

Speaking of which I still have none and I am NOT HAPPY! Meant to go home today but slept all day and now it's fucking 11pm and I'm awake and sober. Booooo. Athough I was going to do a sober Jan, haha 2 days in and I'm already not feeling it. Oh well..

How's it going PJ, Escapedysphoria (gotta find the best thing to shorten your name to)? :)
 
Synth, I've been there many a time myself... Every so often I think about the times passed where I didn't, I'm rather glad I'm still around.

At least 6 times, starting around 12 years old, I've made a very proper attempt.. (attempt is defined as creating a plan and such, which I've definitely done many a time).

I'm also mildly bi-polar, so the ups and downs get to me, bad.

<3 you'll be fine mate, time heals all wounds. Make new mistakes, don't repeat old ones.
 
Aveo, when you're ill food is food. Glad you managed some pizza :)
 
Chicken noodle soup, saltines, and ginger ale. :) My "my stomach wants to fucking end me" diet.. haha

I'm trying to get a benzo buzz, but I think because they, well, do their job, it's not going to happen. At 4mg kp, and am just not noticing the increased heartrate I always have due to anxiety...
 
@effie: Feel free to shorten it to whatever you'd like! haha

@Pj: Tell me how the 'done experience turns out

This back pain from opioid w/ds is killing me! Feels like my lower spine is closing in on itself! Took some potassium, 50mg DPH, 400mg Tagamet, and so far (spread out) only 10mgs of hydrocodone today. Only got 10mg left now, gotta use them sparingly for w/ds but I wanna be in a decent mood when my gf comes over :/ Should've never gotten drunk and bought that dope Friday night! I completely regret it... If everything goes well I might be lucky enough to get some Bupe tomorrow. Managing an opioid addiction is awful when you've been laid off. I need to get myself back in better shape and get applying for jobs again
 
Shall do. I'm trying to get my mixer set up again, but having trouble with the drivers. /facepalm... At least I still have virtualDJ7pro still, though I want traktor or ableton... I managed to not fuck everything up while I was tripping NYE playing w/ all new equipment and software.. not bad I think!

I'll be sure to report on the 'done.

FWIW: I refer to you as ED, but Ed might be better than the acronym for erectile dysfunction... :p
 
Haha Ed is cool with me man! 15mgs of hydrocodone definitely eased the back pain (no more hydro left :( ) with a bowl of kush.

On another note... I'm stoked, the gf is down to go out and swoop up some benzos tonight!
 
Always nice when the lady friend supports or at least accepts whatcha do. The gal I'm trying to start something up with is into coke and booze, I'm into weed and opis. This should be fun. :D

Speaking of which; ladies with tattoos are fucking hawt
 
Escapedysphoria said:
Haha Ed is cool with me man! 15mgs of hydrocodone definitely eased the back pain (no more hydro left :( ) with a bowl of kush.

On another note... I'm stoked, the gf is down to go out and swoop up some benzos tonight!
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Haha Ed it is :D I'd also considered ED but thought of the Erectile Dysfunction connotations, also Ecstasy Discussion which is a forum you do not want to be associated with ;)

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Always nice when the lady friend supports or at least accepts whatcha do. The gal I'm trying to start something up with is into coke and booze, I'm into weed and opis. This should be fun. :D

Speaking of which; ladies with tattoos are fucking hawt
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I honestly cannot imagine having a boyfriend who wasn't into drugs in some way.. having one who actively was pissed off with my use would be awful! Well, I can imagine it actually, I did for a few months when I was in Uni.. came back to his room one night after taking MDMA/MDA mix pills, was talking to the walls and shit (as you do on MDA), freaked him out so much he nearly called an ambulance =D actually that would have been horrible haha.. overall there was just so much friction and although I keep it calm in the week and have cut down a lot, some form of drugs are involved in most of my relaxation and social activities and I love going all-out for special occasions etc.. imagine having a sober partner with you at a rave on New Years at 8am when you've just necked your 6th pill are also on acid, k, nitrous and 2c-i for example.. just would not work ;)

ps +1 on the hotness of tattoos :D I have 3.
 
mmmmm, I'm also a sucker for red-heads w/ blue eyes. It's like the #1 combo for me (however I've only dated brunettes in the past... lawl).

and yeah, I love my acid, mdma, ket, opiates, etc., 'twas cool to run into an open-minded chick who was jealous of my acid-use NYE. I've also since promised her my last tab for a friend of hers (I love to spread the mindset!). Gonna drink some wine w/ her Thursday night. Haven't been excited for much of anything (except when I have trips planned) in a long time LOL. Usually w/ girls it's awkward as fuck bc there's several in the same room that there's tension between them and myself with, or I'm just absolutely not interested in any of my options. Sluts don't work for me one bit.

/ramble

Edit: I need to get on my ink game. I have 0 tats currently, but several GREAT (imo) ideas, that are also quite timeless.

Edit 2: I also constantly think about stretching my lobes and dreading my hair, but I think that's for those more youthful than I. I MAY dread my hair. I'm deep enough in that scene it would work. :p
 
Well, opiate users don't exactly have dreads around here.

People w/ dreads that wear crystals and lots of tye die... lifestyle / scene, it's all the same in my book. Scene kids are different, they pander to the wishes and likes of others (lame).
 
My previous boyfriend had stretched lobes, I really love them but remember they are for life! I also have a mate who tore his (you really don't want to know how :|) and he would have to pay for a private ENT surgeon to repair it.. he kinda likes the dangling ripped lobe effect I think cos he's crazy (and awesome haha) but it is something to bear in mind.. /sensibe

Also, get on it with the ink! I have the sanskrit word for freedom on my shoulder, a pattern that's kinda a butterfly that I'd been doodling all summer on the inside of my left leg and an acid smiley face in memory of my boyfriend on the inside of my right leg (he had one too :) )

I have plans for an oldskool swallow - been debating placement for forever but am swaying towards two, one either side on my chest (well more front of shoulders) or one on my back - although I want to save my back for an EPIC backpiece I am planning.. also got a few phrases I'd like inked on me, and I really want a cat. Tempted by my avatar actually :D
 
There's an old mayan god I wanted on my rear right rib cage.

Smaller piece is a small peace sign that would hide under the head of a watch; symbolizing how the business / current world shits on the ways of old.
 
They both sound like pretty cool ideas :) do you have a pic of the mayan god?

I'm really restricted because of work (sounds like you are too) and am also saving my ribs for some kind of awesome huge thing I haven't yet decided on.. I feel a little restricted too because the work I have so far is fairly solid black line work which I love but I think it looks a bit rubbish when people have a load of small random un-matching tattoos.. so the swallows will be oldskool but black and white, and the back piece I am planning (by this artist) will be black and white also.

My butterfly-doodle (hate calling it a butterfly, such a cliche of a tattoo haha) didn't mean anything at the time, I just wanted some purdy ink, but now it will forever remind me of the time when I got it - complete carefree fun with friends, loads of festivals and drugs and funtimes and none of the shit that happened after I got it.. I think sometimes people over-think meaning; tattoos will always remind you of the time you got them done, so a piece of awesome art or a random cool thing you got can still have have fuckloads of meaning.. and I'm definitely one for the aesthetics of tattoos too. None of this choosing some dolphin flash to symbolise your love for your pet dog or anything :D
 
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This is what I have an idea for a rear-rib piece; in color. I have light skin so something of a water/fire theme would be brilliant

Sorry for the lethargic replies. every 90 seconds or so I have to attend to virtual DJ or else I'm stuck w/ no music...
 
Love it :D I think the ribs is a good choice of placement for it too.

Rib tattoos fucking kill from what I can gather but no pain no gain ey ;) I will be getting one at some point - none of mine so far have hurt at all (or rather it has been pleasurable-pain if you get me..)
 
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