Jesusgreen
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Hey folks don't go cleaning out the bottom of the bag without weighing that either.
Could be some weight in there. AMHIK
Yep, you'd be suprised.
The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 6th Dose (now you've gone and used it all up)
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Yep, you'd be suprised.
eye_wide_open
Bluelighter
Well I guess that answers my question on weather or not I can go further. lol
Yup! And it's not so good to go too far.
Shouldn't have got off the plane.
Thank goodness I'm prepared for this kind of thing.
Be safe folks, go easy on it.
Prepare yourself 3x over.
Sitters maybe.
Yup! And it's not so good to go too far.
Shouldn't have got off the plane.
Thank goodness I'm prepared for this kind of thing.
Be safe folks, go easy on it.
Prepare yourself 3x over.
Sitters maybe.
Limitbreaker
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Oh well, I truly was suprised. Nothing left in the bag, just the whole bag was semi-white. I've used that p.r. and I didn't really expect anything.
It got me cornered that time!
It got me cornered that time!
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Bluelighter
So yeah,
What happened was I got into the corner/end of what I had.
You guys know it can be pretty deep in the corner. lol
I went over my comfortable doseage last night and found out what it's like to be on more mxe than you wish you had been.
Thankfully I was trained for it and so was my sitter.
The problem started when my sitter got sick and threw up from unrelated causes. Sitter wasn't on anything. It just scared me and sent me on a bad trip. Also, half the problem was I dosed too high.
Not an overdose, but just too much to have fun when people around me got sick and I turned into the caretaker while high.
It was a very harsh trip, almost like an ego death type of thing but kinda more worse and serious and not so death feeling. Thought I fried my brains again but this time wasn't a good brains fry like last time. This time I thought I fried 'em for good. (not the good kind of knowing you fried your brains)
I thought Russia was coming to drop a bomb on USA last night. lol
It even kinda felt like they may have for a moment. I was in an eerie "30 seconds before nuclear war" state. Of course during the whole time I knew this wasn't happening and just kept calming myself down.
Definitely could handle using a bit less if there is a next time.
No need to push anything, it will show you the door.
Ease up on the corner/bottom of the bag.
There's some heavy stuff down there.
Don't worry about "lets make it good" just make it right.
Keep up with the small small small and use it to build.
Just be very very careful! Very powerful if you go too far!
Even dosing with a scale while in the hole still easy to get too far which can be kinda scary and maybe require a sitter if you do.
Make sure your sitters are in good shape too and make sure they won't bring you down by not feeling good themselves.
What happened was I got into the corner/end of what I had.
You guys know it can be pretty deep in the corner. lol
I went over my comfortable doseage last night and found out what it's like to be on more mxe than you wish you had been.
Thankfully I was trained for it and so was my sitter.
The problem started when my sitter got sick and threw up from unrelated causes. Sitter wasn't on anything. It just scared me and sent me on a bad trip. Also, half the problem was I dosed too high.
Not an overdose, but just too much to have fun when people around me got sick and I turned into the caretaker while high.
It was a very harsh trip, almost like an ego death type of thing but kinda more worse and serious and not so death feeling. Thought I fried my brains again but this time wasn't a good brains fry like last time. This time I thought I fried 'em for good. (not the good kind of knowing you fried your brains)
I thought Russia was coming to drop a bomb on USA last night. lol
It even kinda felt like they may have for a moment. I was in an eerie "30 seconds before nuclear war" state. Of course during the whole time I knew this wasn't happening and just kept calming myself down.
Definitely could handle using a bit less if there is a next time.
No need to push anything, it will show you the door.
Ease up on the corner/bottom of the bag.
There's some heavy stuff down there.
Don't worry about "lets make it good" just make it right.
Keep up with the small small small and use it to build.
Just be very very careful! Very powerful if you go too far!
Even dosing with a scale while in the hole still easy to get too far which can be kinda scary and maybe require a sitter if you do.
Make sure your sitters are in good shape too and make sure they won't bring you down by not feeling good themselves.
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phatass
Bluelighter
what do you think about the potency sublingually and intrannasally, is sublingual really twice as powwerfull?
eye_wide_open
Bluelighter
^
I don't have so much experience with this and usually combine ROA's.
So I'm out the window on an answer for you with that one unfortunately.
Last night was both ins and sub again.
I don't have so much experience with this and usually combine ROA's.
So I'm out the window on an answer for you with that one unfortunately.
Last night was both ins and sub again.
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psood0nym
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Does anybody find that certain artistic themes and aesthetics really consume them while using MXE (and to some extent, other dissociatives)?
I watched "Sauna" (a.k.a. “Evil Rising”) last night on MXE and JWH-018. I approached it not so much as a movie to be watched but as a quasi-psychospiritual aesthetic experience to be had. I can't review it properly because of that, but I can say it's a great movie to watch on dissociatives. It was a bit like if Tarkovsky's "Stalker" and "Valhalla Rising" chased "Antichrist's" chaos fox "Down to the Cellar" of Jan Svankmajer's and licked each other's pixels in the swampy dark.
There’s something about these films that resonates so strongly with the dissociative vibe for me. There’s this whole following menacing shadow animals through misty swamps into dark labyrinths thing going on – travelling through corridors haunted by forces of existential horror and the fiercely sublime. The whole idea of it manifested itself synaesthetically as a burning electric taste in my mouth, like I was slurping up static from a screen where all these images were pooled together, exchanging electrons in an orgy of highly charged intercourse. The episode really sunk its teeth into me. It kept me up all fucking night feeling desperate to purge it. I was too fucked up to do anything but let it bound around inside battering the walls of my skull. It was quite fascinating, though, and oddly satisfying.
I gathered these images from each of the movies from around the net to illustrate a little of what I’m talking about:
I watched "Sauna" (a.k.a. “Evil Rising”) last night on MXE and JWH-018. I approached it not so much as a movie to be watched but as a quasi-psychospiritual aesthetic experience to be had. I can't review it properly because of that, but I can say it's a great movie to watch on dissociatives. It was a bit like if Tarkovsky's "Stalker" and "Valhalla Rising" chased "Antichrist's" chaos fox "Down to the Cellar" of Jan Svankmajer's and licked each other's pixels in the swampy dark.
There’s something about these films that resonates so strongly with the dissociative vibe for me. There’s this whole following menacing shadow animals through misty swamps into dark labyrinths thing going on – travelling through corridors haunted by forces of existential horror and the fiercely sublime. The whole idea of it manifested itself synaesthetically as a burning electric taste in my mouth, like I was slurping up static from a screen where all these images were pooled together, exchanging electrons in an orgy of highly charged intercourse. The episode really sunk its teeth into me. It kept me up all fucking night feeling desperate to purge it. I was too fucked up to do anything but let it bound around inside battering the walls of my skull. It was quite fascinating, though, and oddly satisfying.
I gathered these images from each of the movies from around the net to illustrate a little of what I’m talking about:
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Jesusgreen
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2001: A Space Odyssey has got to be hands down the most visually stunning thing for me on dissociatives, but generally ANY film resonates with the vibe when you're tripping currently (with dissociatives at least, not so much with psychedelics) 
eye_wide_open
Bluelighter
Kidney pinch, nodding off... some slight after effects from last night.
Remembering the parts of it that were good. I do remember some great/nice strong euphoria before things went south.
Wondering if I got so high I made my sitter puke who was sober. lol
Oddly enough I still never had the urge to throw up despite how twisted I was.
It could definitely be categorized as a bad trip though but I calmed myself and made it out aight. Now I know you can push too much.
Remembering the parts of it that were good. I do remember some great/nice strong euphoria before things went south.
Wondering if I got so high I made my sitter puke who was sober. lol
Oddly enough I still never had the urge to throw up despite how twisted I was.
It could definitely be categorized as a bad trip though but I calmed myself and made it out aight. Now I know you can push too much.
eye_wide_open
Bluelighter
I'd like to note I slayed five million people on Halo Reach without being killed once until I couldn't see straight anymore.
Dissociation like this feels quite like playing a gameboy all to yourself in bed.
Hunched over and not paying attention to anything else but your own world as you get lost in the covers and experience.
Which brings me to playing with an iphone while dissociated.. wow.
Dissociation like this feels quite like playing a gameboy all to yourself in bed.
Hunched over and not paying attention to anything else but your own world as you get lost in the covers and experience.
Which brings me to playing with an iphone while dissociated.. wow.
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psood0nym
Bluelighter
I haven't seen 2001 in a while, but yes, I'd imagine its themes and symbolism would work very well with the dissociative experience as well. I bring up these particular films because they have similar symbology and themes that I can illustrate with photos. I think they share these things with each other because these sorts of symbols reflect a larger part of the human experience the artists are trying to portray and that dissociatives amplify in us. I'm talking about how the experience of dissociatives has an isomorphic correspondence with the properties of the images in these films as shown in the NSFW tag.2001: A Space Odyssey has got to be hands down the most visually stunning thing for me on dissociatives, but generally ANY film resonates with the vibe when you're tripping currently (with dissociatives at least, not so much with psychedelics)
While dissociated, relative to sobriety, our minds are cut off from sensory signals from our bodies. That is part of why they give us a subjective sense of being isolated in the world of ourselves. Additionally, NMDA mediated channels within the brain are inhibited, which likely causes channeling and pocketing of brain activity, some of which we may be able to subjectively intuit.The fog, forests, corridors, single dark doorways in sparsely featured buildings, and animal burrows -- the stark contrasts of light surrounded by dark, or dark by light, or shafts of sunlight, the framing of solitary characters in the center of a scene -- in the films reflects the isolation and solipsism dissociatives evoke. The predominance of water channels provides a sense of guided flow (as do the animal guides) and mirror reflection which also corresponds to the typical themes of the dissociative experience (that sense of flying around on rails or in elevators, etc.). Likewise the narratives of the films involve solitary journeys of existential confrontation and bizarre or ambiguous discovery. That's what I mean by resonance. More so than other films they represent the general dissociative experience. I don't mean to tell anyone what they enjoy on dissociatives, just giving reasons for why some sorts of aesthetic experiences may tend to amplify dissociatives more than others.
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Bluelighter
Somebody got me searching and I found this video.
If this doesn't explain MXE 100%, I don't know what is. You guys may have seen this but I just did now.
It goes along with a lot of the stuff MXE pretty much taught me without seeing this video first.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VT50SV3W5K0
Somebody released the ultimate Quantum Physics experiment in the form of a chemical we ingested.
Now I now why it's called a research chemical.
If you have ever taken this chemical, please take the time to watch that entire video.
This is exactly what happens to you when you get your dose perfect on MXE. Exactly.
If this doesn't explain MXE 100%, I don't know what is. You guys may have seen this but I just did now.
It goes along with a lot of the stuff MXE pretty much taught me without seeing this video first.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VT50SV3W5K0
Somebody released the ultimate Quantum Physics experiment in the form of a chemical we ingested.
Now I now why it's called a research chemical.
If you have ever taken this chemical, please take the time to watch that entire video.
This is exactly what happens to you when you get your dose perfect on MXE. Exactly.
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Br1tannia
Bluelighter
Halo Reach and methoxetamine is an incredible combination, I spend half the matches exploring the maps and staring at random futuristic plasma-ingy things 
missimoo
Bluelighter
the nose v sublingual. i admit, having had a coke problem. putting things up my nose will always have a "magic" and just putting it under my tongue may be stronger, but it's the old coke feeling of a line that puts me off. i know when i have done sublingual its been more visual and stronger (i was sat on the sofa, and my body was about 3 inches away from my perspective. i was essentially 3 inches behind my body
Also the ol'nose, get tender, i think it is highly corrosive. especially on sinus's too (bear in mind im doing perhaps 3/4 of a G almost daily, so i am abusing it without doubt.
with 2 days no use so far, my nose feels fine. so perhaps its not so much damage but the quantity up there, the numbing +dissociation causing the sensation.
so from now on (or when i use next, which wont be for a few weeks, i will try sub-lingual only.
also: my eyes. when under the influnce, and the next day, are shiny. no like drugged up, or dilated, shiny. i would pay for that look. its good. after a day off, my eyes look dull (normal)
also i have a lazy eye. all my life. with MXE. it corrects itself and i see properly for the first time in my life. i have a good 12 hrs without a wonky eye and 3D vision (not fucked vision, i mean after)...i cant play tennis or football because of my lack of binocular vision or whatever, but whilst in that 12hrs, i can suddenly do things i could never do with a higher accuracy (blates, at "hole" or "wobbly" stage, i can hardly stand, but after. i am me +1
Also the ol'nose, get tender, i think it is highly corrosive. especially on sinus's too (bear in mind im doing perhaps 3/4 of a G almost daily, so i am abusing it without doubt.
with 2 days no use so far, my nose feels fine. so perhaps its not so much damage but the quantity up there, the numbing +dissociation causing the sensation.
so from now on (or when i use next, which wont be for a few weeks, i will try sub-lingual only.
also: my eyes. when under the influnce, and the next day, are shiny. no like drugged up, or dilated, shiny. i would pay for that look. its good. after a day off, my eyes look dull (normal)
also i have a lazy eye. all my life. with MXE. it corrects itself and i see properly for the first time in my life. i have a good 12 hrs without a wonky eye and 3D vision (not fucked vision, i mean after)...i cant play tennis or football because of my lack of binocular vision or whatever, but whilst in that 12hrs, i can suddenly do things i could never do with a higher accuracy (blates, at "hole" or "wobbly" stage, i can hardly stand, but after. i am me +1
eye_wide_open
Bluelighter
No, you are correct.
I don't believe I saw that point in the video.
I believe I saw only a valid scientific explanation of how and what MXE will do to your brain when you trip out on it. I don't believe I saw anything relative to somebody receiving information about a god that they fed to a quantum physicist.
What I saw on that video could completely and utterly 100% describe exactly how I feel is what happens to me on MXE. Exactly. Word for word.
That is my experience in the fullest detail, and I learned of the video after writing my story down here. It don't get any more "proof" than that for me. I fully believe I have totally found the answer of what MXe does to you in this video.
I even watched it sober if that helps.
They are making the clearest references to doing a drug that takes you to the other side in this video and they fully explained what happens on the other side in complete 100% detail.
For ME, that video is 100% referring to MXE and relative substances that can make your mind do what they are saying it does. Tune in to the other part of reality. It even goes so far as to explain how it does it! It answers every single question I previously had about MXE.
Users of this drug are partaking in a quantum physics experiment for real.
I wouldn't say that's a bad thing either!
think about it. The entire title of "research chemical" lines right up with the whole thing.
They made it seem so crazy that it's actually very plausible because of that.
Watch the video and understand those points and it's undeniable. For me!
the things these guys are saying don't seem to be theory if you hit the right dose of MXE on the head. To me it would seem as though they have figured out a full scientific explanation of what a hole trip is.
They don't offer it to you in the form of a religion to suck you in, either.
They are giving it to you as science and giving you the choice if you think it's real or not.
That's the proof. They aren't forcing you to believe it. They aren't saying drugs are bad to you like the government does who hides all this from you. The government is forcing you and lying to you, these guys are not. They are explaining to you what happens and giving you the truth in the form of an honest scientific answer. It's so far out there nobody would ever believe it unless they tried.
Look at that video from a science approach and nothing to do with religion.
Look at that video through the eyes of an MXE researcher and tell me that's not what happens to you.
That video explained to me in full what MXE did to me... scientifically, without offering me religion or money to say it did.
When the part at the end he said god does exist.. he's joking, that's an outtake in the credits. He's being sarcastic. They say any one of us can be a god in our own mind and we are already divine. We are all interconnected. At a subatomic quantum physics level.
Quantum physics is not a religion my friends. It's real science.
K enough with the broken record. lol
Don't pay attention to the lady in the video and what she is tripping on. Not the crazy indian tapping on her forehead. There is a hidden message in this video saying if you take certain drugs you will find out what happens to you in life and death. It explains what I've been trying to explain to you guys all along. What I learned and felt first from the MXE. It even explains to you how it's scientifically possible.
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ColtDan
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yeah sharper vision, more clairty, similar to what i get from taking piracetam and omega 3 for a few days. more focused and more clairty, seem to notice certain things more, like a cognitive enhancer
taken 10mg of roche valium 40 mins ago and just sniffed aprox 30mg, first time in a few weeks. could be nice. gonna hopefully bump it up another 20mg later. looking forward to the beautiful afterglow, might get my ass motivated enough to burn off some christmas junk food haha. time for some tunes
taken 10mg of roche valium 40 mins ago and just sniffed aprox 30mg, first time in a few weeks. could be nice. gonna hopefully bump it up another 20mg later. looking forward to the beautiful afterglow, might get my ass motivated enough to burn off some christmas junk food haha. time for some tunes
the toad
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I definately get this... I call it mxe HD... its a bit like the claritin tv commercial "claritin clear", only times 100 :D
And for the record my vision isn't great normally... better with glasses or contacts but I rarely wear them... on mxe however my vision becomes excellent... I can see things much farther away or much smaller up close than most people... where as normally id be poor at both... especially unassisted...
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