when i have weed i crave it like crazy. i will try to get home from work early to smoke a spliff before dinner, i will cancel on friends to spend the evening smoking joints and playing video games, i will smoke at 1:00 am even though i have work at 8:00 and will be a fucking wreck. thats why i decided to quit smoking it a week ago. so far its worked and i havent had even the tiniest puff in 7 days. it was hard at first, my cravings were strong, but with each added day of sobriety my feeling of accomplishment and the inhibtion to smoke get stronger.
i already feel a lot better about myself and i advise everyone with a pot addiction to count your losses and quit. dont wait for external influences to pull you out of your addiction like i did. 'when i move into the city im gonna quit anyways cause i will be going out a lot more' - nope.. 'when i have a girlfriend i wont have time to smoke and ill quit' - nope... 'when i get rid of my stoner roommate ill be able to quit easily' - nope... it became to obvious to me that it was ME who had to make the change if i wasnt going to be a stoner 10 years from now. im not saying weed is all bad, but if you cannot control your use then you are probably better off without it.
there have been moments in the past 7 days where i thought 'in this situation its totally fine to take a few puffs, its not like im alone on my couch'. but this is the type of thinking that made me fail in all my previous attempts. do it once and your inhibitions to do it again are lowered and before you know it you bought a gram for yourself and are smoking it on your couch. ive tried to quit cigarettes many times and i have been successful for the last 2 1/2 years. and why? because for the past 2 1/2 years i have not touched a single cigarette. my inhibitons to smoke are through the roof. it took a whie to get them there, but now id rather shoot myself in the leg than take a drag from a cigarette. i realized that i need to do the exact same thing for weed and now im just doing it. every time i decline a joint my desire to smoke decreases noticably. all i need to do is get through the 10 minutes its lit and im golden.
i know im just 7 days in but i can feel that im done with weed, for good.
i already feel a lot better about myself and i advise everyone with a pot addiction to count your losses and quit. dont wait for external influences to pull you out of your addiction like i did. 'when i move into the city im gonna quit anyways cause i will be going out a lot more' - nope.. 'when i have a girlfriend i wont have time to smoke and ill quit' - nope... 'when i get rid of my stoner roommate ill be able to quit easily' - nope... it became to obvious to me that it was ME who had to make the change if i wasnt going to be a stoner 10 years from now. im not saying weed is all bad, but if you cannot control your use then you are probably better off without it.
there have been moments in the past 7 days where i thought 'in this situation its totally fine to take a few puffs, its not like im alone on my couch'. but this is the type of thinking that made me fail in all my previous attempts. do it once and your inhibitions to do it again are lowered and before you know it you bought a gram for yourself and are smoking it on your couch. ive tried to quit cigarettes many times and i have been successful for the last 2 1/2 years. and why? because for the past 2 1/2 years i have not touched a single cigarette. my inhibitons to smoke are through the roof. it took a whie to get them there, but now id rather shoot myself in the leg than take a drag from a cigarette. i realized that i need to do the exact same thing for weed and now im just doing it. every time i decline a joint my desire to smoke decreases noticably. all i need to do is get through the 10 minutes its lit and im golden.
i know im just 7 days in but i can feel that im done with weed, for good.
