rave_itsrealfun!!!
Bluelighter
I am still struggling to quit this habit completely and I fiend like a fucking crackhead for it when I run out after being stoned for weeks/months/years on end. I search the floor with a flashlight for crumbs to bong, take my keyboard apart to fiend old crumbs to burn that might have fallen in from rolling a spliff at my computer, half of what I get is pot, the rest pocket lint... I pretty much freak out for 24 hours and I get VERY depressed. This drug induces depression in me that I do not normally have. Then after being off it for a day or 2 I start feeling great and realize what a dumbass I am for smoking this shit in the first place. It took 5 years to become a fiend like this. Started off as a high school social stoner, never thought it was even a possibility to burn all day at first, then somehow... I just fell into this hole of chasing the high and burning myself out. I don't even know how it happened, what compelled me to smoke so much fucking weed. It can be a highly addictive drug psychologically - the most addictive by far that I have ever tried.
Not to mention that even when I have the good shit, I can NEVER get enough
Not to mention that even when I have the good shit, I can NEVER get enough
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Mary Jane. I read somewhere that people with emotional issues seem to really like weed because it sort of detaches them from their emotion. I feel that this is true about me.