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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 6th Dose (now you've gone and used it all up)

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might do a bit of mxe tonight, feeling a bit rough from last night so might chill and get a bit trippy
 
i should receive about monday some proper quality mxe (finally!) from a supposedly very realiable source. i just ordered 500mg to keep my usage low, just with psychs. :D
 
feeling good, loving life n last night was wicked =D considering a fairly quiet one tonight, good tunes and quality MXE should get me feeling nice. done 20mg-ish a few hours ago, just done another. feeling comfortable and nice, can still feel the valium from earlier
 
Xavior said:
I've found this substance to be absolutely incredible. In fact, I wanted to post in the thread for people who believe their situation merits study... MXE seems to have totally turned my life around. it's only been two weeks since I first took it, so it's hard to say if these effects will linger, but it appears very promising based off of what I've read here in the forum and what I've felt personally. This post will be a bit random, mainly because I'm still figuring all this out:

Quirky notes:
- I no longer have any interest in taking marijuana. It used to be my favorite among all drugs and now I not only don't care for it, I don't want it! In the past 6 months or so, marijuana has caused me increasing feelings of anxiety and a strange itching feeling while high. It would give me a hangover the next day as though I had too much to drink but without the queasiness.
- And speaking of drinking, I no longer have any real desire to get drunk. I do or I did (confusing) love that feeling. Now I feel like it just slows me down and takes away from my awareness. I went out with a friend of mine who used to be a drinking buddy, I reluctantly had like 3 beers and 2 cocktails with no alcohol tolerance (and not on MXE that day or even the day before): I barely got drunk, if anything it slightly dulled my senses - I was just drinking out of habit and to be polite[/QUOTE

I'm all for harm reduction and all,yes.....but where will MXE be next year?
I know weed will still be here....and if people had any sense they would realize weed will finally conquer all the freedom stripping, constitution raping bs politicians that threaten everything of value to any freedom-loving persons.....
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im feeling absolutely fucking amazing. in the moment, perfect. content. feels like i can analyze everything. such a good clean uplifting feeling, euphoric in a different way. whole body is orgasmicly electric. got some Tool - The Grudge playing, its taking me on a ride. feel like im spiritually traveling. this stuff really is some wacky amazing drug, every experience is different, havennt felt like this before. flowing. brilliant. if i whacked some DMT ontop of how im feeling now i think id be in for one hell of a ride
 
ColtDan said:
im feeling absolutely fucking amazing. in the moment, perfect. feels like i can analyze everything. such a good clean uplifting feeling. whole body is orgasmicly electric. got some Tool playing, its taking me on a ride. feel like im spiritually traveling. this stuff really is some wacky amazing drug, every experience is different, havennt felt like this before. flowing
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lulz. That'll be the residual valium I bet. You're damn lucky you can get that stuff.
 
Jesusgreen said:
Last night was rather interesting. My friend overdid his "weekend dose" and ended up experiencing his first "M-hole", meanwhile I was on the border of one too, and was trying, while extremely messed up, to get him out of the voice chat channel so he didn't weird out all the people who didn't know he was tripping. Interesting night lol..

I think I'm intrigued enough to go to that place myself, so I think next weekend I'll try somewhere between 80 and 100mg sublingually :)
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Same thing happened to me last night. I overdid a sublingual dose and experienced dissociative death, which has happened to me once before on MXE. I witnessed my own death and rebirth. It's a wild experience. Not pleasant, but it's also not really possible to be scared. I imagine that dying (fo reals) feels very similar.
 
got loads of it, never used to be that kean on them, thought it was pretty boring and dull, do quite like it now though. mixes with mxe an absolute beauty
 
Transcendence said:
Same thing happened to me last night. I overdid a sublingual dose and experienced dissociative death, which has happened to me once before on MXE. I witnessed my own death and rebirth. It's a wild experience. Not pleasant, but it's also not really possible to be scared. I imagine that dying (fo reals) feels very similar.
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yeah i reckon it must do
 
Transcendence said:
Same thing happened to me last night. I overdid a sublingual dose and experienced dissociative death, which has happened to me once before on MXE. I witnessed my own death and rebirth. It's a wild experience. Not pleasant, but it's also not really possible to be scared. I imagine that dying (fo reals) feels very similar.
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Such a powerful experience... gives you a level of perspective about life, society, humanity, etc... and what's important and what isn't...
 
I wanted to know If I am going to die or end up in ER with My daily 90ish mg mmt dose with like 15-20 mg mxe? i have asked a lot but I want to know how much danger I am going to put myself in.....I also take xanax... how should I do this¿?
 
BananasAndOranges said:
I wanted to know If I am going to die or end up in ER with My daily 90ish mg mmt dose with like 15-20 mg mxe? i have asked a lot but I want to know how much danger I am going to put myself in.....I also take xanax... how should I do this¿?
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If you're that worried, don't bother doing it in the first place. How much xanax are you prescribed/taking?
 
ok something went wrong, this experience has been all over the place, maybe doing mxe whilst feeling quite fucked, sick and dodgy from the night before wasnt the best idea
 
^That's where the valium'll come in handy I guess. Wish I had some of that, (even though it's proly in my best interests to stay away from benzos forever).

I'm feeling slow and cotton headed today. Maybe a mix of the MXE overdose last night, sleeping all day, stress from school winding down, and winter in New England. Winter here is so bleak. I used to love it when I was a kid, now it's mostly depression. Smoked 10mg AMT to lift my spirits.
 
Transcendence said:
At the end of the month I began to get really paranoid and delusional about my health, something that is very uncharacteristic of me. Looking back on it now it seems absurd, but it was very real at the time. I was convinced that my apartment was growing toxic mold everywhere and it was the root of all my health problems. I thought I was developing bladder damage and even brain tumors. I was just way off balance.

The thing is, the changes in your personality are gradual but you don't notice them until you're way off kilter.
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Subscribe to these words. I experienced the same thing! Be careful with this stuff!
 
im no saint and cant judge anyone, but the amount of people that looks addicted or on the way for addiction with very clever excuses in this thread is bit alarming, to say the least. i hope its benign as people want to believe.
 
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