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Jesusgreen said:
PS can you draw haloalkanes aka alkyl halides in the same way? I'd assume so but can't find any examples.
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Yes, totally analog to alkanes. For an example, check wikipedia for its ethyl iodide entry.

Yay, just became a bluelighter :D
 
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yo PD! happy friday!

im incredibly tired and bored. at the same time. and i have to go out tonight. what a shitty combo...

maybe its time i add a little something to the mix to pick things up a bit!
 
I think I know who splat is, yeah, i'm talking bout YOU! ;) i'm pretty fucking yeah atm, been up for a few days i think. Also a few nghts betweeen those days. In the desert on the border eatin acid an mescaline an listening to epic loud psytrance eatin desert dust and generally praying to gods earthly incarnation as the Holy tRANCE Mosquito. I bought a gibson acoustic guitar, am sitting on a beach drinking whiskey, wine and ketamine-juice htever that is playing guitar, theres even someone hitting an old soup can, its wild....:|

Going back to melbourne for this Tribedelic NYE Doofbsh- http://www.tribeadelic.com/

Peace :)
 
ey, i'm trying to find an online streaming version of dirty pictures...Any hints? I've found a mega compressed download but looking for abetter copy.
 
Please if you can spare the time, there is a new sticky poll.

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TheAppleCore said:
^ :D Studying for finals?
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Yep, very hard. I think when I get out of the last one I'm just not going to care how well I did. Just knowing there's nothing I can do about it and it's done will be a relief.

I had one so far, did okay but not uber well and when I was done I honestly had no care for it, it was over. I know all the material well enough, I've been working hard all semester and absorbing it, but getting those A's is the tricky part and it comes down to doing well on the final.

I'll be glad when these 1st year 'weed-out' physics/calc courses are done. They tend to try to absolutely overload you so that it's impossible to truly learn everything. After this it's more practical and not so 'overload-y'.

Of course I'm all ampy tonight so I'm going to eat the rest of this sandwich and keep plowing.
 
Also, PD, I am watching the documentary "Cave of forgotten dreams". I recommend everyone watch this for a very mind-expanding experience. Freaking amazing.
 
I didn't really find atropine or scopolamine made me feel tired, at least in the way that antihistamines like promethazine or doxylamine do.

Speaking of which, promethazine is an unusual substance, its impossible to describe what the actual effects are, and yet they are quite obvious. Like a hyper tactile sensitivity of the skin, increased nervous energy, dry mouth and eyes and sometimes extreme restlessness...But an increased libido ad increased sexual pleasure, a tendency towards semi-hysterical laughter...I could sleep but I feel like sitting up and drinking. I actually took some codeine for the first time in months, a small dose of 180mgs; I feel a bit guilty, but also quite relaxed. So, whiskey time...

Ramblin...
 
As I mature it seems to become increasingly apparent that my social anxiety is almost a mild form of schizophrenia. Innumerable, ceaseless, but very subtle subconscious delusions and hallucinations manifest as anxiety when I'm around or dealing with other people. I somehow interpret every word, gesture, and facial expression, subconsciously, as some form of disapproval or insult or ridicule directed at me. It's really an awful affliction, and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I hope I can escape this disease someday.

Incidentally, would any of you know of an unscheduled benzodiazepine or related drug that I could perhaps experiment with in the search to quell these ceaseless agitating delusions?


In better news, I've got a very interesting selection of chemicals coming my way soon, just in time for the holidays. :) I'll be testing some psychedelics I've had my eye on for quite some time now.
 
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Eh, brain feels all cloudy these last few days, the overdrinking the other night seems to be the obvious thing to blame, but I do not recall similar events causing effects like this (that last for such a length of time as well). Also contributing to my already chronically low levels of motivation. Gotta get it cleared up so I can take up my duties full steam.

In other news, looks like I may have a little under the table work for a while, only a couple days a week and for small periods of time, but money's money. Can't say I'm entirely happy about it, I have the feeling there are opiate withdrawals in my future....(decreased mental acuity accompanied by clairvoyance? haha, seems so).

On the postive side, I haven't been feeling particularly bad lately, and sometimes quite well. Hooray for appreciating the little things~ :) Eh, gotta get up several hours early tomorrow to help grandmother deliver holiday care packages for her church or whatevs. Ciao.

PS Might paranoia be the word you're looking for TAC? It goes hand and hand with higher levels of anxiety than healthful I would think (/IME). And I'm totally jealous of all the holiday new-drugs y'all are gettin' yer hands on. C'est la vie.
 
Never Knows Best said:
PS Might paranoia be the word you're looking for TAC? It goes hand and hand with higher levels of anxiety than healthful I would think (/IME).
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Yes, "paranoia" would concisely describe this obstacle of mine. Hmm, dunno why that word eluded me initially. :)
 
Just try to catch yourself doing it and remind yourself that it's simply paranoia. That's what I try to do, it can help some (at least in minor instances, for example, no those people are not watching me, nor are their glances laden with derision, they're just looking around randomly, I do that all the time, it's only logical that they're doing that too.).
 
TheAppleCore said:
As I mature it seems to become increasingly apparent that my social anxiety is almost a mild form of schizophrenia. Innumerable, ceaseless, but very subtle subconscious delusions and hallucinations manifest as anxiety when I'm around or dealing with other people. I somehow interpret every word, gesture, and facial expression, subconsciously, as some form of disapproval or insult or ridicule directed at me. It's really an awful affliction, and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I hope I can escape this disease someday.
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Ditto. I was reading some psych stuff a couple weeks ago and something struck me. Social rejection is often perceived when it is not actually present. It's as if the lack of unbridled super-acceptance is perceived as rejection when it in fact is simply ambiguous; a passerby who hasn't made proper contact to make a decision, but because we're so damn sensitive we perceive it as rejection.

A lot of it is how things were in the younger years. For a lot of my early life I experienced a lot of actual rejection (rejected by the cool group, etc.). When you build defenses to prime yourself to get ready for rejection, you tend to perceive everyone as rejecting you before they've even gotten to know you. When you start perceiving that, you get all nervous, awkward or compensatingly arrogant which in turn brings rejection. It basically becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.

Incidentally, would any of you know of an unscheduled benzodiazepine or related drug that I could perhaps experiment with in the search to quell these ceaseless agitating delusions?
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I've been on this road for a while. It doesn't really work. You can't be benzo'd all the time, even low doses cloud you up. Even when on benzos you're not really engaging; you're just removed of some tension. It doesn't really help with socializing. It can be good when you're generally nervous as shit though. I find 5-HTP/melatonin every night to be doing some good.

As for unscheduled benzos; etizolam is the only one I can think of besides phenazepam. Problem with etizolam is it really, really sucks the next day. Even with a low dose I'm in bed for 12 hours and wake up feeling like I have the flu. I happened to get some diazepam powder before a bubble burst so I got lucky in that sense. Unlucky in the sense I've sometimes come to depend on it.

Benzos can help in certain cases but it's a pandora's box; once you start taking them, it's not easy to go back to living entirely without them.

Etizolam sucks, phenazepam sucks, I'm not sure about unscheduled benzos. Out of the ones available people seem to like etizolam the best, I seem to have an uncharacteristic morning hell from it. There's lots of BL talk about it, most people like it. Other than that I'd recommend asking your doc for a small script of alprazolam; usually not hard to get. Just mention it's for situational anxiety like interviews, etc.
 
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