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Describe your love life:)

Couldn't be happier atm

Moved into an apt with my amazingly beautiful sexy gf and her 3yr old daughter
I'm completely in love w this girl and don't want it to end
I wanna scream it from atop a mountain but I don't have a mountain, i have a keyboard and an internets forum (anchorman ref?)
 
It all went to hell tonight.

Zoolander is in Bumfuck, Idaho. I met up with my ex and I spoke out of turn. Ironically, my housies say I am calm. I floored my accelerator down the river with my tears flowing.

My ex held my hand before all this nonsense. He is very sick, mind and body. I brought him food, which he could not eat. He has a terrible fever and is sick to his stomach. He still held my hand. I snuggled him the way people in love should. He fell asleep in my arms. Usually when I sleep at his, I sleep in the other room. I tucked him into his own bed while checking his fever. I rubbed his back and he started adorably snoring.

And then I stuck my foot in my mouth. Fuck. I have a lot at stake with him. I have intense separation anxiety. Zoolander will just have to make me fall further for him, or he will need to understand. I pick up Zoolander from the airport on Sunday. He will hold me all night. If he could leave the state, we'd probably run to Vegas. Regrettably, he is on probation and cannot leave this shithole state without permission from his officer.

I am exhausted of men who do not snuggle me. My prerequisite in a partner is that he must snuggle me. I am a very affectionate person; I like being held. I'm not going to compromise on that anymore.

I have to make up my mind or give it all up for a snuggler that is not my ex or Zoolander. I have no fucking clue and I should get myself to a nunnery at this point.

Mariposa needs her heart back, snuggles included. No more FWB shit, I want love, and I will not settle.
 
It's picking up again, was in kind of a dry spell from lack of trying but this past month has been great, and the future looks to hold the same. Got to have a 3 some again, but this time we had all taken a few tabs of acid which was an experience i had been waiting for. I thought it was going to be just me and this girl, and when she said she wanted to invite her girl friend i thought it was going to ruin everything i had mentally planned, but it only made it that much better :)
 
it's quiet

so many people are interested but none of them are interesting, if you know what I mean
no one can seduce my frozen heart :)
 
the last decade, dyfunctional, which is typically what one gets with two hard core addicts. and now quiet, since i make shitty decisions all by myself...no need to get dragged down or drag anyone else down.
 
I haven't cum in days, just got fired from my new job, it's a month of holiday bullshit before I start school.. Lifes feeling drab but I'm most certainly still in love. Didn't sleep last night.
 
My love life is going absolutely perfectly and everything in life has never seemed so beautiful until this man scrolled into my life and swooped me up. I am very grateful for having such a person in my life. Tomorrow is his birthday and i can't wait to celebrate it with him. He is everything I have ever dreamed of and hoped for in love.
 
My current love life is just eh. I have been with my girl for around a year now. We have had some of the best times together, but recent circumstances have put us at an uncomfortable distance. I feel as if she always worries about our relationship, which puts pressure on me as I think that I am not making her happy. Lately, due to stress from final exams and an upcoming transfer to another university, our relationship has been all over the place. Communication sucks, and I am feeling less attached to her. She is relying more and more on her grandmother...which is understandable....but her grandmother is bat shit crazy. For instance: her grams' is MAKING her go on antidepressants, and chooses what jobs my gf can work and which ones she can't. A little disturbing from my point of view, but anytime that I try and support my girlfriends independence it backfires. Through all of this, I am more than willing to stay with her through the bad, because the good is so good. I am almost certain that the move will help us grow together. I couldn't think of anyone that I would rather explore a new town with.
 
Still going strong and blissed out. Gonna be six months next week! Healthiest relationship I have had yet. Sex is still phenomenal, things are very chill and mellow, and he spoils me a lot, something I am not used to.

Friend relationships seem to be the best!
 
munki said:
Friend relationships seem to be the best!
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agreed.

after spending 3 weeks together with my SO in Fiji, things are pretty tight knit, still wouldn't be averse to more personal space but once I'm back at work/fitness training this will even itself out. gained nearly 10lbs eating all that amazing food abroad, he still finds me sexy though, bless him & his rose tinted specs <3
 
Fuckin dead! Though I've been making some bad life decisions as of late which I need to turn around. Been sniffin around the ex a little which I know is totally unhealthy, especially considering her character. Though I've been getting along with this girl from my professional program class who I pretty much talk to daily for the past 2 months. I'm really not sure if I should risk shitting where I eat with her considering if things were to go south we would have to see each other daily for a few years yet. Honestly, I just want someone cool and cute and chill that I can drink with and get stupid with and fuck. Seems to be pretty hard to find in my world unfortunately.
 
It's fucked. Decided I can't go on with the relationship any longer having always had massive doubts I could be what she wanted me to be with fatherhood looming in the next coupla years now she's turned 30 and her clocks ticking bigtime. I'm not gonna drop the bomb just before xmas and land both of us with all the stress of finding new living arrangements and what we gonna do with all our stuff if she goes back to her mam's. I'm living a lie, and finding it really hard to pretend everything's hunky-dory. Luckily she's been spending the week the last month or so at her folks cos it's easier for her to get to work without the trek over the M62 twice a day, but she's on holiday now and don't know if I'll be able to keep it up. She clearly knows something ain't right and I don't think it will come as a massive shock but just don't wanna hurt her any more than is absolutely unavoidable. Love her to bits and she's a great girl, but I'm just not fatherhood material. Would always feel the guilt that I couldn't give them all that I'd like because of my own bad choices in the past and their ongoing consequences.

*sigh*
 
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