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yea you probably do.
i like the cold though kinda.
i'd rather be cold than hot ya know
 
^ True true, me too. At least outside anyway. I prefer being too hot than too cold when I'm inside though, fans cost less than electric heaters ;)

Anyway, time to eat something, watch Dexter, then head to bed.

Night PD :D
 
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Snow gear is actually neat when I think about it. It's like this magic suit that makes you immune to your environment.
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Also, snow gear is nice and fluffy so that no one can tell if you've put on a few pounds from all the rich food and brandy-laden eggnogs. :D

Man, I can't wait until the holidays. I'm gunna post up on the couch with turkey legs, cannabis, and strong beverages, and not worry about any of the bullshit in life. =D
 
I much rather be too hot than too cold. Cold is like needles, hot is like a pillow that's too soft.

Well my writer's block is gone, my head is firing with stupid random ideas and phrases.

Roger&Me said:
Also, snow gear is nice and fluffy so that no one can tell if you've put on a few pounds from all the rich food and brandy-laden eggnogs. :D
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lol, Putting on a few pounds would make me more attractive.

Man, I can't wait until the holidays. I'm gunna post up on the couch with turkey legs, cannabis, and strong beverages, and not worry about any of the bullshit in life. =D
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I have an image in my head of a fat glutton bombed on a couch, turkey leg in mouth with grease running down his chin. Is that accurate Rog? :D
 
i'z got stuffs to do tonight, and yet again:no STIMURANTS.
no matter, after tonight its smoove sailin
 
Roger&Me said:
lol turkeys must hate this time of year, btw.
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Lord, the stuff I've got my face buried in is all about animal rights and all its angles and arguments. Oh how I hate philosophy.

On the one hand it is argued that animals do not have the sentience to know their end is food, and thus are not harmed. It is also said that death is the single greatest harm that can be delivered because it forecloses any potential to form and satisfy desires. Another angle, it is said that meat is an acquired part of our diet and not necessary. The fact the we use animals solely as a means to our end to satisfy a desire that is not biologically required is deplorable. And on and on... there's about another 15 arguments; explored in their entirety they require multiple paragraphs.

But that's all a bunch of fancy talkin, I'll stick to contemplating and deducing philosophical matters on my own thank you very much. As prof herself said there's no way she's becoming a vegetarian, raised in eastern europe, she likes pork and that ain't changin'. And my English prof is manic and swears like a trooper, to him swear words are part of the English language and are to be used, not avoided. Profs are often wacky people. :)

Meat, oh how I like meat. There's no food that makes you feel so satiated, full of nutrients, and overall makes you feel healthy. Without meat I wither and fade quickly. To go a day without it I start feeling weak. Pretty much every meal except breakfast has a meat portion. IMO, these sharp canine type things I have that are traditionally called eye-teeth are there for a reason.

I think I just mentioned it in the social not long ago about how eating a massive turkey meal and flopping on the couch makes me feel like I've taken a bunch of opiates. Obviously my body is rewarding me for positive biological behaviour. ;)

I love the holidays too man, same reasons. It's so peaceful and happy. Summer may be exciting and fun throughout but christmas always has a certain je ne sais quoi. <3

I have a feeling this years' holidays are going to be really good to me. For the first time in a long time I'm on a positive track and don't have the underlying uncertainty of not having a direction. I'm getting along with my sister's family better than ever and am interacting more with my nieces; I used to be really awkward around kids but I seem to be losing that too. :)

However, my last exam goes right up to within 3 days of christmas eve. It gives me time to study, yes, but honestly, yeesh, there should be an exam period deadline of 7 days before christmas. Hmm, bring back Roman Catholicism to institutions of higher education for the religious holidays. :D

Was always a good thing about catholic school; we got more days off than our public school brethren.

Eggnog is the solution. for srs. Its got like eight hundred calories per glass or something ridiculous like that.
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Wow, I didn't know it was that high. Sounds like some good stuff. I'll be sure to get a carton next time I'm at the grocer's. I always liked egg nog but haven't had it in a while.

Speaking of egg nog, http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...In-The-Box?p=10151870&viewfull=1#post10151870 (best thread in the Festivus Forum) :D

Well in case anyone hasn't figured it out, I'm high, like really high. After the 10mg amp with my lunch I had another 15 with my supper, wrote a bunch. After a few hours I was getting tense so I took 5mg diazepam. The amp was slowing down but I still hadn't finished the second half of the quota I set myself for tonight so I crushed some ethylphenidate crystals and hoovered it up, about 10-15mg or so. When that was starting to wane I took some more out but these were rocks and not fluffy crystals, so for the same volume, after crushing I ended up with a bit of a pile, say 25. I had some trepidation but I managed to hoover that one too. Upon searing burn and sucking back snot to not lose product I started typing this post. Let me just say intranasal ethylphenidate is a very good, clean, euphoric stimulant. It works much better this way than sublingual or oral. That increased bioavailability right to the BBB at the olfactory bulb seems to do the trick.

EPH is good for late night boosters as it doesn't last too long and it's relatively easy to get to sleep on. So, with my work quota done for the time being, with a good potential for completion tomorrow I'm going to revel in reward tonight and maybe take another bump as this one wanes. It will however be much smaller than the last one.

I apologize for my tirade, I don't usually do this sort of thing. LMA, this time you can accuse me of speed ranting (even though the substance is not 'speed') :P
 
Has anyone here ever vaped Bufo Alvarius venom for its 5-meo-dmt content? Also, is there enough bufotenin present in the venom as to significantly alter the effect?

I'm honestly considering getting a Bufo toad: provides useful venom and is a nice pet :)
Well actually I'm not sure if toads make good pets because I've never had a pet toad but I can't imagine they would be too hard to care for. I've been thinking about this a lot lately, partially because I accidentally trampled over a toad and killed it while I was going for an early morning run a few months back. Even though that isn't really a big deal, I was pretty upset by the whole thing and have held a heightened reverence of toads ever since.

Sounds crazy, I know but that's me I guess :)
 
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L--d, the stuff I've got my face buried in is all about animal rights and all its angles and arguments. Oh how I hate philosophy.
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I don't think it's philosophy as a whole so much as modern Western philsophy you hate, 'cause I hate that shit too, but I love the old chinese stuff. It's because westerners treat philosophy like an objective science, which it isn't, and up becoming trapped in the false rationality of language while their writing becomes completely dry and inaccessible. Philosophy is as much art as science, and I think the likes of Confucius and Laozi understand this, and are consciously creating beauty in their terse yet profound statements.


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Even though that isn't really a big deal, I was pretty upset by the whole thing and have held a heightened reverence of toads ever since.
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Sort of relevant: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hpiIWMWWVco

Anyways, got myself a flag pole (like you put on your house) we had lying around to help me stand/sit when my leg is particularly bothering me. Really wish I wasn't sober *sigh*. Also brainstorming good ways to end up in involuntary psychiatric care.
 
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jeebus crust socks/
although to be fair as of late i've had EPIC speedrants, that have been foiled by when i'd type it up (these are multi paragraph half hour long affairs) i'd press post and it would be logged out and then i'd log back in and be liek fuck it imma get called out for typing more than a page worth of text and then i wouldnt post.
and PMs too and shit.
llama flocka flame one hood ass cracka
 
Nice link Never Knows. But if I accidentally trampled Kermit the Frog I just don't think I could ever forgive myself. He just wants to be green man, just the way he is and that's beautiful.
 
Ah what a nice day. Over here it hadn't been raining for about 8 weeks and now it's snowing huge beautiful flakes :)
That almost makes up for the huge workload. The past few weeks we had lab courses on weekends for there was simply no other available time. The first holiday week is going to be used for a docking simulation course. So will be at the uni until 23rd... Would've never thought that this semester could get this tough :D
 
Never Knows Best said:
It's because westerners treat philosophy like an objective science, which it isn't, and up becoming trapped in the false rationality of language while their writing becomes completely dry and inaccessible.
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The way is written is the absolute biggest turn-off. There is no dryer reading I have ever done in my life. It's also very poor at conveying the message, it just sounds like some ivory tower pompous windbag trying to be uber sophisticated. I'll be glad when this course is behind me.

As to EPH, like most stims, clean while high, not so clean a short while later. I was having chest pains and a pulse of ~120bpm just sitting typing a message. Slow breathing and patience has made it pass and with 4am approaching I'm starting to fade. The physical effects are still all there; high pulse (not worrying like before), jaw clench, perspiration, dilated pupils so sleep might not come as smoothly as last's nights EPH experience which pales in comparison to this one. I got a lot done and had a good time. :)

In terms of HR and relaying concerns to be aware of: I never get chest pains/tachycardia with amphetamines or empathogens. RC DRI's seem to be the primary culprit. MDPV has this in spades and EPH does too. It should be noted amphetamine (10mg lunch + 15mg dinner, all oral) previously taken during the day could have possibly exacerbated the effect. EPH was nasally dosed, A bit less than 50mg divided in 3 doses about an hour or two apart.

The psychological effects were great but past peak, cardiovascular symptoms were of concern. Interested if this effect also follows with methylphenidate. As in, do I have an idiosyncratic reaction to the DRI class, or is ethylphenidate a research chemical in need of more research?

5-HTP, melatonin, zopiclone, alprazolam. Hopefully it does what it's supposed to do. Wish me peaceful slumber :) <3
 
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My heart always races like a mofuckawhen i do stims. Socks mph comedowns have scared me even with regards to cardiovascular effects...nso much chest pain.....
Dirty muh fuckin stim yo
 
Oh fuck me sideways, I feel like shit. I just got out of bed about an hour ago, still with a quick heartbeat, and weak as a kitten. Just going to eat some breakfast along with some o-dt to try and smooth things out. I still have work to do. :\
 
How does Ethylphenidate compare with Methylphenidate (Ritalin)? If they're anything similar then I can understand the not so nice after effects, even lasting until now.

I had absolutely horrible after effects with Ritalin, it's one of the nastiest and dirtiest feeling drugs I've taken as it left me with an incredibly high pulse, very jittery, way over stimulated, anxious, scared, depressed, and generally in a bad state for many hours after I took it. I remember one time I even got severe double vision that didn't go back to normal until I eventually slept about 12 hours later, not nice, not nice at all.

Some of it may be psychosomatic since there was an incident with a guy waving a knife in my face my first time taking Ritalin, which was also a very very high dose of 80mg nasal.. But the effects came back each time so I think it's mostly the drug itself.
 
Jesusgreen said:
How does Ethylphenidate compare with Methylphenidate (Ritalin)? If they're anything similar then I can understand the not so nice after effects, even lasting until now.
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Very similar. Ethyl- has a higher dopamine/norepi ratio compared to methyl- so it's actually favourable in it's effect profile. It has lower mg-mg strength so the dose required is a bit more, about 3-4x. Considering it's cheap and comes are pure crystals is nice, snorting high volumes of pill binders ala methylphenidate isn't an issue.

It is very much like cocaine. When you get a good line it makes you feel wicked for an hour or two, then you come down.

I had absolutely horrible after effects with Ritalin, it's one of the nastiest and dirtiest feeling drugs I've taken as it left me with an incredibly high pulse, very jittery, way over stimulated, anxious, scared, depressed, and generally in a bad state for many hours after I took it. I remember one time I even got severe double vision that didn't go back to normal until I eventually slept about 12 hours later, not nice, not nice at all.
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Compared to my experience with ritalin years ago, this stuff isn't as bad. Ritalin to me was like you described, with an ultra depressive, near suicidal come down. I don't get that bad with ethylphenidate, but the side effects suck nonetheless.

I also don't have too hard a time getting to bed, of course melatonin/z-drugs and sometimes a benzo is required. I don't think I'd be able to sleep without some form of medication. Once the downers were kicking in last night, I was good to go. I woke up a couple times in the night but I slept for 9 hours or so, waking up feeling completely groggy and wretched of course. Weak with a pulse still above normal.

I had a very interesting dream involving a girl I don't know/never knew. The kissing was nice. Of course I woke up thinking it was real but reality kicked in quickly. :(

O-des-tram kicking in, man I wish I had a TV. I think not being able to escape with some Simpsons or KOTH is what's making me anxious. I can watch it on my laptop but then I can't do anything else, and the screen is small.

TV withdrawal man.
 
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