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[Jesusgreen]

As mentioned, in a fridge/freezer it should be fine. I didn't bother with that step because I was lazy (and because I'd probably forget it was there) and it seems to have degraded. I've had it for around 14 months now, not sure when it degraded though.

 

[TheAppleCore]

If you will allow me to disagree with your statement, I think with good films (read: not revenue driven formulaic crap), that honest artistry IS there, it's just that's it's coming from the screen writers and the director. The actors aren't always the creative movers of the medium, they're often more akin to the paints or instruments with which the actual creative forces bring their vision to life.

Hmm, good point. However, that is not to deny that the actors can themselves have a positive influence on the artistic value of a film. Which they rarely do, I'm arguing.

 

[PepperSocks]

Roger, I love your perfect insertions of Simpsons scenes. :D

You guys have me interested in 4-AcO-DMT again. It's definitely my favorite 'real' tryptamine, much more favourable to mushrooms. Alas, I'm going to stay away from those otherworldly vibrations for a while.

Just moved into the new place tonight. Kinda anxious, my roommates already have their social setup. I've talked to them for a bit but I'm sorta in my own world still. I love the location though, man is this going to make my daily life so much easier.

 

[adrian89987]

Onward!

Is what I always say when placing myself in anxiety-inducing situations

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Damned leg pain, maybe it's from walking too much (normally that just causes lower back pain though)? I don't know, first symptoms started showing up last month. Now, on my upper thigh (right leg) mostly confined to a muscle on the right side (but some front, a little back) I start getting pain (well maybe a lil' during the day, but noticeably) in the evening and it gets progressively worse till I go to bed, when I have trouble bending over even. I dunno. Pretty bothersome, if I had insurance I'd totally go seek medical advice, but maybe I'll just take it easy for a while. Actually that's a tall order, since I'm chronically sober these days, I have to do SOMETHING to get out and provide some respite from my mundane existence (which kind of sucks).

Haha, I guess you guys aren't any more medically able to diagnose my issues than me, last december it was my extremely messed up stomach which eventually became internal bleeding funtimes for a week, this year it's this. I guess I've started a new holiday tradition for myself aside from the holiday blues. Though the lack of awesome drugs stashed this year means no pre-Christmas opiate withdrawal, that counts for something I guess. %)

Edit: Apparently I consider low dose meth to be sobriety, since I was doing that a few days recently yet my mind considers those days as drug free. Hmm, it has to be escapist to count then?

 

[Roger&Me]

Could be kidney issues, that can cause leg pain like that. Are you having any lower back pain, or spasms of your gallbladder?

At any rate, more than likely you just need to lay off the booze and the meth for a while.

 

[Jesusgreen]

Christmas drug shopping today! :D

Looks like I'll be lurking every B&D thread for everything I'm interested in, until I decide.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

tomorrow will be my kwanzaa drug shoppin day

 

[Cyanoide]

The fever is completely gone since yesterday, I'm enjoying a cold beer and got 30 mg 25I-NBOMe today. Today would be a good evening (or rather, night) to enjoy some MXE, listen to music and write on the forums

I'm longing for a real psychedelic trip. It has been a few months since my last time due to various things. The 25I is intriguing, but on the other hand DPT or 4-HO-DPT really seems to be the one I'd like to take now.

 

[Cyanoide]

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I'm starting to wonder if actually my 4-AcO-DMT degraded back when I started having difficult trips with it. I noticed it got a lot more manic, stimulating, and much less forgiving. I attributed it all to my headspace at the time but now that I think back I'm not so sure. It's just I remember my first 5 or 6 experiences with it being utterly calm and serene, it was very dreamy, relaxing, nice tactile sensations and body high - no discomfort either physical or mental. After that it was stimulating, thoughts rushing through my head like no tomorrow, lots of anxiety, bodyload.

How do you store your 4-AcO-DMT?

 

[PepperSocks]

Edit: Apparently I consider low dose meth to be sobriety, since I was doing that a few days recently yet my mind considers those days as drug free. Hmm, it has to be escapist to count then?

How low is low? It takes a very low dose of meth to be sober

Could be kidney issues, that can cause leg pain like that. Are you having any lower back pain, or spasms of your gallbladder?

I've been having these weird spasm in my right butt cheek when I'm laying in bed. I also get spasms in my right eyelid. Kind of unsettling.

I have so much work to do and I'm in foreign territory, tough man. 10mg amp and a ham sandwich...

 

[Jesusgreen]

Damn, I know exactly what I want to buy (aMT + MXE + AM-2201) but I'm a little worried about the emergency scheduling laws that the UK has now, I'd hate to see 6-APB disappear before I make my next order, since it is hands down the most pleasurable drug I've tried to date. The thing is, AM-2201 will last me fucking forever given my extremely low cannabinoid tolerance and how potent it is, aMT sounds wonderful (but is illegal here), MXE I know is rather nice.. and 6-APB is something I'd only be using once a month at most, and couldn't afford much of to begin with. If it was made illegal before I ordered any more I'd never forgive myself though.

Yes I'm ranting to myself on a forum.

I'll most likely either go with my first idea, or 6-APB + AM-2201.

 

[Cyanoide]

I have so much work to do and I'm in foreign territory, tough man. 10mg amp and a ham sandwich...

Oh. Fuck. I remember when I used speed 3 days in a row without sleeping and not eating much more than a ham sandwich. Don't go down that way Fortunately it's not 10 grams, I read 10 g first...Damn.

Low doses of stims are good for work but if it gets more'ish it's hard. It's impossible to get any intelligent work done when you're all speeded up. You think the work you do it's great, and the next day (assuming you sleep) you read through it and well...sigh. You just have to start all over again.

 

[Thorns Have Roses]

Could be kidney issues, that can cause leg pain like that. Are you having any lower back pain, or spasms of your gallbladder?

At any rate, more than likely you just need to lay off the booze and the meth for a while.

Gall bladder's on the right side, correct? I sometimes feel something kinda spasmy on my left side inside me, below the ribcage. And I have been laying off the booze....involuntarily. Well, I mean, I only had like a handle of liquor over the whole month of November, whereas if I had more money I might have had 3 or 4.

How low is low? It takes a very low dose of meth to be sober

5-15mg at a time, insufflated. I can feel it, but it doesn't make me feel great, just awake and slightly motivated. Well I'm eyeballing it obviously. If I was taking like 50-100mg at once I wouldn't count that as sober.


Anyhow, think I'll have my last cigar today, mosey on over to the Pomona library since they're open on Mondays I think. I use like 4 different libraries, best source of entertainment for incredibly broke people.

 

[Roger&Me]

I've been having these weird spasm in my right butt cheek when I'm laying in bed. I also get spasms in my right eyelid. Kind of unsettling.

Eye spasms... hmmm... how often have you been using benzos, by chance? If you're using benzos and you start getting those eyelid flutters (blepharospasms/hemifacial spasms) that means you're well on your way to a nice little benzo dependency, its usually the #1 sign of pathology of the GABAergic neurons in your basal ganglia. If you think that might be the cause, please stop now before it gets bad -- I spent the better part of a year with totally annoying eyelid spasm problems that made life extremely tough for a while, and its really just not worth it.

 

[Volundr]

Found out a friend committed suicide yesterday after being caught in possession of enough drugs to guarantee life (he was already on parole). I wasn't particularly close, but he was a close friend of a lot of my close friends and subsequently I'm feeling very strange today, found out about it in the middle of my shift at work and one of my colleagues had to go home when he heard as he was a lot closer than I... It's just so fucked up that in selling recreational, and potentially therapeutic and NOT (for the most part) life ruining drugs you can face a life behind bars. I understand why he did it, who wants to, at 19 face a life in prison... idk whole situation isn't right.. sorry for rambling.. society is fucked

 

[Delsyd]

Volundr, im so sorry to hear that. Its so incredibly sad that someone could get life in prison for a completely non violent crime, and really in my opinion not doing anything wrong at all except breaking an unjust law. Im sending good vibes your way. Be strong bro. I dont really know what else to say, its just horrible that someone felt the only way out was through death.
Im curious what country is it in that you can get life in prison for selling drugs? Was it hard drugs or psychs? Was he definately getting life in prison for the offense?
I remember about 6 years ago i was arrested with a pound of weed. I was scared into thinking i would be going to jail for that but instead ended up getting 3 years probation and a felony offense on my criminal record (for life).

 

[Delsyd]

I've been having these weird spasm in my right butt cheek when I'm laying in bed. I also get spasms in my right eyelid. Kind of unsettling.

I get eye twitches from time to time when im stressed. Ive also had them happen the day after using things like m1, mdma etc and more recently after binging on MXE.

Damn, I know exactly what I want to buy (aMT + MXE + AM-2201) but I'm a little worried about the emergency scheduling laws that the UK has now, I'd hate to see 6-APB disappear before I make my next order, since it is hands down the most pleasurable drug I've tried to date. The thing is, AM-2201 will last me fucking forever given my extremely low cannabinoid tolerance and how potent it is, aMT sounds wonderful (but is illegal here), MXE I know is rather nice.. and 6-APB is something I'd only be using once a month at most, and couldn't afford much of to begin with. If it was made illegal before I ordered any more I'd never forgive myself though.

Yes I'm ranting to myself on a forum.

I'll most likely either go with my first idea, or 6-APB + AM-2201.

HeySeuss, if you havent tried aMT yet do yourself a favor and get some. Its like a slightly trippier but less euphoric MDMA. Definately a great substance. Im giong to take ~30-40mg this saturday for Christmas Jam (a big concert happening where i live).

My xmas drug shopping list would look something like this: MXE, 6-APB, 25i-nbome, 2c-d (and if we count things that are illegal than MDMA, M1, LSD and Ketamine)
More likey though ill probably just get a gram of APB to try out on new years eve. Ill probably be spending the night at home with a few friends streaming a phish concert, so 6=apb seems somewhat appropriate for a night like that.

 

[Jesusgreen]

Found out a friend committed suicide yesterday after being caught in possession of enough drugs to guarantee life (he was already on parole). I wasn't particularly close, but he was a close friend of a lot of my close friends and subsequently I'm feeling very strange today, found out about it in the middle of my shift at work and one of my colleagues had to go home when he heard as he was a lot closer than I... It's just so fucked up that in selling recreational, and potentially therapeutic and NOT (for the most part) life ruining drugs you can face a life behind bars. I understand why he did it, who wants to, at 19 face a life in prison... idk whole situation isn't right.. sorry for rambling.. society is fucked

As you know I know a lot of people that you know and vice versa. Could you possibly PM me who this was, in case I knew them? I'm worried it might be who I think it is.. I sure hope not.. Whoever it was, RIP

I think I'm most probably going for 250mg 6-APB, 250mg MXE and 100mg aMT in the end. The AM-2201 would have been a nice addition but given it's active in the microgram range, I couldn't properly measure it anyway, with milligram scales tending to be 1-2mg out either way sometimes.

 

[LSDMDMA&AMP]

oh lawd.
i have lots of work to do tonight and no drogz