Flickering
Bluelighter
I'm very sensitive to weed. Four tokes was enough to make me majorly green out, and a single puff while on LSD had me mildly stoned. Those are my only experiences, and I don't plan on ever doing it again, because cannabis causes a powerful dissociative effect in me. Reality ceases to be real because there are no points of reference, and depressive, anxious thought patterns about isolation set in hard.
Last night, driving home, everything became more and more distinctly trippy. Far away, even kind of synthetic and iridescent. Familiar thought patterns entered my head, faint but unpleasant. I found myself easily distracted, dissociated, mildly anxious. I had a slight head buzz and it was difficult to concentrate. At first I thought I was just tired, and that the head buzz came from a recent sunburn. But it got stronger, until time dilated slightly and the music became more distant and ston-ish. It occurred to me that I might actually be stoned.
Prior to this, I'd been with two people who were smoking weed.
Prior to my last acid trip, I'd felt similarly strange, and I'd been with two people who were smoking weed.
In fact, almost every time I've been around others in an enclosed space while they were smoking, I've become dissociated.
Could this be some psychological effect from my past experiences, associated with the act of smoking? Or am I really getting stoned second hand from the exhaled vapour? As I said, I'm very sensitive to it, it doesn't take much. It seems like one of those urban myths peddled by dumbasses, but the more I think about it, the more it makes sense, right down to the trippy lighting in the room I was in last night.
Last night, driving home, everything became more and more distinctly trippy. Far away, even kind of synthetic and iridescent. Familiar thought patterns entered my head, faint but unpleasant. I found myself easily distracted, dissociated, mildly anxious. I had a slight head buzz and it was difficult to concentrate. At first I thought I was just tired, and that the head buzz came from a recent sunburn. But it got stronger, until time dilated slightly and the music became more distant and ston-ish. It occurred to me that I might actually be stoned.
Prior to this, I'd been with two people who were smoking weed.
Prior to my last acid trip, I'd felt similarly strange, and I'd been with two people who were smoking weed.
In fact, almost every time I've been around others in an enclosed space while they were smoking, I've become dissociated.
Could this be some psychological effect from my past experiences, associated with the act of smoking? Or am I really getting stoned second hand from the exhaled vapour? As I said, I'm very sensitive to it, it doesn't take much. It seems like one of those urban myths peddled by dumbasses, but the more I think about it, the more it makes sense, right down to the trippy lighting in the room I was in last night.
