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How are you in ONE word?? v. pumpkin pie

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^ tee hee. "The slim man you knew is dead! Now I'm a big, fat dynamo! Now where's my cake?!"

ATM: Hopeful.
 
Fuck Sundays they either depress the shit out of me or bore me to death or both :! . Right now i just feel blahish :p
 
^nice way to be, Stella <3

atm: behind (in literally every aspect of my life where I have responsibilities) and therefore futilely frantic and far less efficient than if I would just calm down and take it a step at a time.
 
Dissapointed in myself...
Nothing seems to be going right latley, And I'm the only one who has controll over me (exept for xanax but thats not a person) So as im viewing it, I'm constantly fucking up and or making things worse for myself and anyone around me...
Back to bluelight:|
Meanwhile else where in the world...........
 
don't know My supposed "close friend" just hung up on me and won't talk to me. I was already in a bad place, and now I don't know how I feel. I feel angry, sad, cruel, affectionate, driven and demotivated all at once.

rangrz is cracking a bit... might be my last post for a bit(or perhaps ever)
 
S.M.F.G said:
Dissapointed in myself...
Nothing seems to be going right latley, And I'm the only one who has controll over me (exept for xanax but thats not a person) So as im viewing it, I'm constantly fucking up and or making things worse for myself and anyone around me...
Back to bluelight:|
Meanwhile else where in the world...........
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Disappointment will only lead to further failure.
 
rangrz said:
don't know My supposed "close friend" just hung up on me and won't talk to me. I was already in a bad place, and now I don't know how I feel. I feel angry, sad, cruel, affectionate, driven and demotivated all at once.

rangrz is cracking a bit... might be my last post for a bit(or perhaps ever)
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I'm really sorry to hear ur @ breaking point so to speak.... I'm gonna be a hypocritical cunt here and say "pls dont stop postin" It's a good place here, But i know that there comes a time when one has to fuck everything else off and take care of ones self ( again being a hypocritical bastard ) . Thoughts r with ya man<3
We all gotta help each other keep those chins up eh?
 
^ I'm so sorry to hear that too rangrz :( <3

It they really are a good friend, I'm sure you can sort things out, If not, as SMFG said.. sometimes you need to put yourself first, especially when you're in a bad place. Take care of yourself <3

Tonight I am.. actually okay :)
 
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