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n3o--congratulations on another term successfully completed! Good work. I don't know how you do it with all you do here.<3

atm: being since nothing in particular comes to mind, I guess that's what I am.:\
 
^^ Thank you beautiful lady :) <3

You are being wonderful, lovely, strong and admirable, that's what you're being :)
 
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n3ophy7e said:
What's up hun?? Sending loads of love your way <3


I am feeling the ultimate sense of relief that my exams are finally over!! Now I can get my life back!
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thanks <3
General life bullshit. First world problems... lol
Do you know if you did well on your exams?
 
Congrats on another completed term n3o. You are such an inspiration to us all here.

hopeful.....seems to be me a lot lately, lol.
 
Better


Was sort of moody yesterday and extremely achy. I took the night off from running and just laid around instead. I don't feel drained today; in fact quite the opposite.
 
Copeing as best i can but still stuck in a shit routiene, shit lifestyle, nothing to b happy about....
I wanna fucking go to Dreamworld and ride a big fucking rollercoaster, then experience the sensation of a 6-9 ft barrel, anti gravity slides and all other manner of fast shit, Something fucking fun,
My kid is @ wet n wild today for her graduation trip, So wish i coulda gone:( . I really neeed to get the fuck outta this place and go and have some fun.
Current state of mind inhibiting such an adventure, but deep down i know its what i really need...Some fucking adrenaline in the system to fight this fucking panicky, fucking anxioness, shit feeling i wake with every morning, And im fucking depressed so if it would be affordable id probably be @ dreamworld today:|
A theme park IMO is the BEST anti depressant available... Feelin down? Go ride a fucking rollercoaster or a speed slide!!! Spewin i wont get that till @ least nxt year:!
 
loved and purring I am laying around with Liz being held and petted.

but also melancholy -just because of the world. i.e. at work I attended a call at 1:30am last night for a <20y.o. female beaten to death laying on the road by a defunct power plant, things like that make the world look terribly bleak. But it is countered by the love I see from my friends, comrades, and right here on bluelight.
 
tired

not physically in the least bit......but mentally. im tired of everyday being a constant battle to get out of the house and face the world. my self esteem is so low I cannot look anyone in the eye let alone have a normal conversation with them. i miss my friends
 
^^ Oh I know that feeling. It's exhausting huh. Take some time out to just relax and recouperate, and always remind yourself that you are a beautiful and worthy person <3


stellablue said:
Congrats on another completed term n3o. You are such an inspiration to us all here.
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Thanks beautiful! That is so lovely of you to say :) <3


rangrz said:
loved and purring I am laying around with Liz being held and petted.
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Nawwwww!!! So lovely and sweet :) <3
I'm glad she is making you feel better after such a shitty call-out earlier today :(


I am currently really hungry!! I'm about to go out to meet with a friend for dinner, we're going to the local Thai place (which happens to be really awesome). So I've purposefully not had anything to eat all afternoon! Eeeeep I am going to eat up a storm! =D
 
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