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Ah, Now I have my cold beer, and lots of more in the fridge.

I hate myself. I've noticed that I have a very addictive personality. While really having no intelligent reason to do so, I've again taken speed. Fortunately my MPA and speed stacks are soon gone. But it have left me ponder if I'm really that weak, simply incapable of resisting hedonistic cravings that are harmful. In the last year I've only done psychedelics and dissociatives, for introspection and spiritual purposes (after a 7 years break from all drugs). I've stayed clean from everything else. I've even considered MDMA too "dirty" and have only had interest in staying on the psychonautic path. Seeking spiritual guidance, solving personal issues, and experiencing the blissful inner peace that very few things (meditation and hiking in the mountains) give me.

Thankfully psychedelics do not have an addictive side to them for me.

Have you already decided on mirtazapine Solipsis? The first week is now over and I actually felt alert after going home from work yesterday. I cannot recall when that would have happened before. The first week is a bit of a pain but as it eases, I consider it to be the antidepressant with the least side effects (and I've used many, far too many) of all. I had slept 6 hours but was still not tired at all when I went home. Felt great.
 
LSDMDMA&10121453 said:
woah woah woah
MDMA dirty?
cracka you cray cray.
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I know somebody would have something to say about it, that's why I never write in the ecstacy forums ;)

I do understand the magic of MDMA (especially the first tmes were amazing), but for me it just feels toxic compared to tryptamines. It's just not my thing. We're all different. But the shit I've taken today is even dirtier, that's why I hate myself.
 
Wat you take?
Amphetamine+MPA?
lol so i did that inflexxion survey
i dunno if theyll take mine seriously, this is wat i left in the final comments
Smoke Meth Err Day All Day
methamphetamine 4 lief
llama out
 
yeah im not keen on MDMA anymore. im glad did it - it has powerful therapy potential and the connection you can catch with music is almost second to none. but there's a side to it that's fake and cheap and bullshit. it kind of just throws you into the air and then you land on your face. it's fun being up there but that's all there is to it....... i think mescaline is more fulfilling


LSDMDMA&AMP whaddaya think of this ? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_Z66ZRIuL0
 
yall cracka cray cray
i like being thrown in the air thank you very much
amfetameenz/meffamfetameen, MDMA, and ellis dee.
 
LSDMDMA&10121609 said:
Wat you take?
Amphetamine+MPA?
lol so i did that inflexxion survey
i dunno if theyll take mine seriously, this is wat i left in the final comments
Smoke Meth Err Day All Day
methamphetamine 4 lief
llama out
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I've taken speed (amphetamine) today and some days MPA, well first it began with me starting taking mirtazapine again 10 days ago and I had to counter the extreme sleepiness with something to be able to function (work and so on). So I ordered some MPA and bought some speed from a friend. The sleepiness is mostly over now but I still use the speed I have left although I have no need for it. I forgot how moreish this shit is after all the years without it.
 
I actually have zero experience will all three of those chemicals laCster, but I know a fair bit about each. As Solipsis said, we can't tell you what to take here.

However we can tell you differences between them:
2C-I tends to be quite recreational, and quite stimulating - so much so that I know a lot of people who've used it at low doses purely as a stimulant. It seems to be quite clear-headed compared to other psychedelics.
2C-B is more visual, less stimulating, people have found it combines really well with MDMA and other psychedelics. I've heard this is also quite clear-headed but a little deeper than 2C-I.
DMT, well there's not much I can say other than what's common knowledge, it's a very deep life-changing experience. Great if you're looking for a spiritual trip or to see into the very depths of the universe etc - but maybe not the best thing for a party ;)

My best advice to you is to read up in depth about each one, any potential side-effects, dosage, duration, effects - and of course a bunch of experience reports. Make your mind up from that which suits your current needs best :)

My most intense psychedelic experience was 75mg of oral 4-AcO-DMT which made me believe I had broken the entire universe and trapped myself in some crazy messed up limbo for the next 8 hours. I was very relieved to come down, but it was a life-changing experience in a very positive way :)

Been working on my game a bit more, started work on a map editor which'll make it a lot easier to make maps in the future than going through a non-visual matrix of numbers :)

Also regarding MDMA being dirty, I agree to some extent. MDMA/MDA/MDEA/6-APB/5-APB/etcetcetc are all unhealthy to take, this is why most of us on BL stick to the "one month rule" with these chemicals. Psychedelics in comparison are benign, aside from the rather messy fried feeling you'll be left with if you do decide to over-indulge, but even that tends to fade rather quickly. Although some studies suggest MDxx neurotoxicity repairs itself over time, we don't know that for a fact so - physically, you could say they're more "dirty" and psychedelics are more "clean", but really these kinds of terms are a little vague and non-descriptive :)
 
This is why skyrim is amazing :D (open image in new tab for full size)

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Jesusgreen said:
Psychedelics in comparison are benign, aside from the rather messy fried feeling you'll be left with if you do decide to over-indulge, but even that tends to fade rather quickly.
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lets not forget what some people experience as hppd... i think its pretty safe to not refer to any psychedelic as completly being and tie a certain responsability to every use :)

personally my most intense experience was with mushrooms, came as close to touching the heart of the universe as im ever going to get in this life, and filled me with great love for the people around me, family friends... i still think back to that trip and instantly cheer myself up when im down.
 
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Just go the news that MXE got banned here in Finland. I think it's the first country where it's banned. The next are Sweden, Norway and with a high probability Denmark. The Nordic countries are sadly notoriously fast to ban RC's and monitor them closely. I would be really pissed off otherwise but fortunately I'll manage quite a few years with my stack. We seem to go backwards here in the North compared to the rest of Europe. Everything has to be controlled and scheduled. Switzerland just decriminalized cannabis, I wouldn't be surprised if the penalties for possession would be made even stricter here.

Of course the stuff is going to get here if there's a demand for it just like every other illegal drug, but I don't think the dealers are interested in MXE. Too few users, too little profit to gain. They'll just continue supplying us with speed, as there is a huge neverending demand for it. Business as usual. I miss the times when (good) LSD was actually available here. The pills contained MDMA back then too. Now I wouldn't even consider trying a blotter or any pill that's sold here.
 
Cyanoide, weren't you the only other Spurs fan on the forum? Enjoying this season? I'm loving it haha some of our play is absolutely breathtaking, never seen such quality from a Spurs side. I still think it's too good to be true and it will all crumble before we know it, but I really do hope I'm wrong, especially with 2-4th definitely for the taking based on the other teams current form this season.
 
Oh no, I wouldn't say anything is completely benign, that's why I said "in comparison", people often see MDMA as a very safe drug just because it can be safe when used responsibly, but looking at it in that light, I'd personally see almost any drug as safe - since even the more dangerous drugs can usually be used safely if treated with a lot of caution.

Nice Skyrim picture Volundr, I need to play some more, the UI keeps putting me off :( GIVE ME MOUSE USABILITY!

I love the song willow, I'm only half way through but I'm saving it for my next time taking 6-APB or MDxx for sure :)
 
Damn not having a computer that can play skyrim, rented it for my sister's 360...played for 10 hours straight. So far I am very impressed with the changes they've made, the changes they've made to magic have really balanced it out while making it more fun, phsyical combat skills too. (Sadly no levitation still, but with proper necromancy I'm not going to complain). It sucks not to play a TES game on PC because mods are the lifeblood of the series (and I really want to be able to kill children, and everyone else if so chose)


Also what's the best kind of meth? Free meth. %)
 
Interesting little anecdote, getting drunk a week after 6-APB has brought back the exact same visuals 6-APB gave me, identical in every respect. That's interesting to me because I often hear about people getting visuals from recent trips back when smoking weed - but I've not had much of that myself, and never heard of it with alcohol. I'm not complaining though, it's nice having everything shifting and warping when all I've had is a few shots :D

How's the meth Never?
 
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