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Random MSN Gibberings LXXIII: Beyond Good & Evil

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^ You got me Effie, I'm very similar to you in the way that I just take on things myself and don't reach out. The one time I have decided to reach out though , ive got no response, so it just makes me realise why I never actually reach out in the first place. Yeah, we'll get together once you are back in Bristol, i'd like that a lot. :) At the moment i'm throwing myself into finding a kitten or cat, so I might have a little friend for you to visit soon!Fingers crossed.

I'm going to go to bed now and watch film as I've got a headache from my nasal congestion, darn flu! Used up my last zopiclone last night, as my fever was so high I was finding it so hard to sleep, I have ample water next to my bed tonight incase the same happens, but I'm hoping I fall asleep easy! Sweet dreams <3
 
Glitched said:
Granted his timing may not have been the best but it's not that unbelievable is it wcot?! Cherry is a lovely girl and going by that alone (because I only know her through here) lads would probably jump at the. Hence to be with her so I'm shocked you find that so hard to believe mate.

Are you to interested in this friend like that then Cherry? Shame really if not. I always think that a friend is the best person to have a relationship with as you already get on with each other and I believe that a partner should be like your best friend :) Sorry, I think I've seen your friend coming onto you slightly differently than some, I see it as a compliment to you and a potential good thing
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I know where you are coming from, but I have no interest in the friend at all, there is no physical or any sort of attraction. He is purely a friend, and he could have left off with coming forward like that, as I'm so obviously muddled and confused at the moment, that the last thing I needed was him saying that to me. I need him to be a friend at moment, a friend who I can feel is just that, with no expectations or conditions. I appreciate the compliment though, but for now I'm back to staying single. I've got things I need to deal with. Another friend asked me out on the weekend, he said he'd been trying to get the courage to ask me out for weeks, he knows where he stands though, he is actually one of my best mates, he takes care of me, we've been close in a more than friends way before after a drunken few days.

Also, a boy I was involved with, who i'd given up on as he went to Jail, is coming out of jail (hopefully) very soon, except, he's clean, i'm not. We used to used together, so I don't want to be the top rung on his decent on the ladder if he decides to use again! My life is always far too complex.

Also, snot smells!
 
Sweet dreams Cherry! See you soon and take care. Yay to getting a cat :D
 
Fair enough Vherry, I mean you know the situation, I was just trying to look at it differently, as a positive for you :)

That's OK then Effie, glad I did.

I'm off to bed now guys and girls, night night all, sleep well (that I clues you two, Effie and Cherry) try and get sme proper hours sleep.

:)
 
Beautiful blue skies and sunshine around here. Not the warmest but I'd still much rather be outside than sitting in this office under fluorescent light.

Good morning EADD. Sadly Jim can't do it any longer but if anyone could fix it for me to be able to leave work and be reunited with my stash then I'd be forever in their debt. Cheers.
 
I'm under a mountain of guilt and anger now :( I had promised myself that I would go back to work this morning, but have not long woken up after a mxe stupor that left me awake until 4/5am and I decided to try and catch a couple of hours before work Am going to struggle to blame the whole thing on being flu now :( just made things 10x worse for myself :(
 
Mugz - what can I say? Just hope it somehow works out. Seriously. Best to something else constructive with your day rather than immersing yourself in the guilt.

Why am I not surprised that you like shitty weather, Crackhead?
 
Still, going out for a smoke in pissing rain beats being stuck indoors away from booze, drugs and decent company I suppose.
 
Someone else gave me that wise advice last time I was stupid enough to do something similar before, I will try, will make sure the weekend makes up for it too.

I NEED to stop doing this though, or as I have said a many times, it is going to cost me everything that I have, which isn't all that much right now anyway :(


oh, and btw, I don't mind a nice bit of rain every now and again, preferentially when it is also warm though so I don't freeze
 
Well at least you're becoming more and more aware of the need to address your situation. That's something, no matter if you slip up on the way.

I don't mind rain either, which is handy living in Manchester. Wind can fuck right off though. Never liked it, never will.
 
morning all, how do? bit pissed off today, turns out my best mate has flaked out of coming up for a mashup, been over a year since i saw him etc, joke, ah well, yesterday after doing a double nos balloon i almost got badgered into signing up for a deaf charity, thought it was the gf at the door and in a hazey state let two fucking charity workers in, got to the point i was signing shit when i snapped outta my stupor and asked what the fuck im actually doing and when i found out i was paying 8.50 a month for a year i jumped up and told em to leave lol, they musta thought i was off my tits! anyway just spending the day stoned as fuck and doing balloons :P
 
Mugz thats shite, but try not to beat yourself up. have you phoned work?

i'll PM you later, my phones cocking up so only have about half your text...

ironically i'd have been safer staying in cairo for the time being (given i was staying in a suburb) than at home. though its nice to be home with my boyf and my cat, i am a crazy cat lady i think, and my office mate had some wonderful news.
 
SamhainGrim said:
Well at least you're becoming more and more aware of the need to address your situation. That's something, no matter if you slip up on the way.

I don't mind rain either, which is handy living in Manchester. Wind can fuck right off though. Never liked it, never will.
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Aye, the rain doesn't bother me so much if there's no wind. I can handle my clothes getting a bit wet, I've got too much hair for wind though lol.

breakcorefiend said:
morning all, how do? bit pissed off today, turns out my best mate has flaked out of coming up for a mashup, been over a year since i saw him etc, joke, ah well, yesterday after doing a double nos balloon i almost got badgered into signing up for a deaf charity, thought it was the gf at the door and in a hazey state let two fucking charity workers in, got to the point i was signing shit when i snapped outta my stupor and asked what the fuck im actually doing and when i found out i was paying 8.50 a month for a year i jumped up and told em to leave lol, they musta thought i was off my tits! anyway just spending the day stoned as fuck and doing balloons :P
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You WERE off your tits!!! Haha!
 
hahahaha yeah, i guess i was lol, oh well, at least i didnt sign up to anything, was getting well weird lol, the guy was asking me allsorts of shit, but i snapped outta it just in time and got the sheet with my details off em! lol
 
Hahaha BCF that must've been crazy!

I hate local GPs, I could do a better job at treating myself. It's the same everytime, "up the dose, get more blood tests and come back in two weeks". Although now they are discussing sending me to the hospital for one of those camera being shoved down my throat, to be honest, I'll stick out my stomach rather than have that going on. Anyone know what sort of sedatives are used in a gastroscopy? I wouldn't be willing unless it was a good warming one.

Edit: There's no Friday thread either from what I can see. Anyone who has been wanting the opportunity to start one, now is your chance! ;)
 
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