Enigmatician
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 28, 2011
- Messages
- 18
I always knew I had "ADHD" (if such a thing exists). I have experimented with adderall and vyvanse and both treat me extremely well. I don't even care for the high it's merely the fact that it allows me to get shit done. Without being able to find it successfully via friends I decided to seek it legally.
I have high blood pressure at a young age (nothing outrageous) and the docs are not sure exactly why. It's being medicated with a beta blocker and is currently under control. However, as expected, no one wants to prescribe me an amphetamine given my HBP. I told my doc of my ADHD suspicion and she offered me Wellbutrin which was rather insulting. So I decided to go through the process of getting diagnosed with ADHD by a specialist.. took the Quotient test and sure enough I have it. He at first wanted to put me on Zoloft (Strattera).. which I firmly declined. He then informed me of his hesitance to prescribe amphetamine because of my HBP (surprise). So he wanted me to try Concerta, I wasn't opposed to it so long as it wasn't some anti depressant nonsense, and he said if this is no good we'll have Strattera to fall back on.
So 5 days later and a bottle of this extended release 27mg Methylphenidate.. I'm not a fan. I am most definitely more focused, but I feel like I'm in my own little world / spacey and it's not cool. I also don't like the effects on the body and while I feel stimulated I also feel kind of tired at the same time.. hard to explain.
Is it possible for I to acquire some kind of amphetamine based medication? I get somewhat anxious around my psychiatrist and have a little trouble communicating myself properly, I get somewhat paranoid trying to get amphetamine because I don't want to give off the impression that I'm looking to abuse it or anything of the like.. but I know that's all just in the mind.
BTW just to hopefully prevent flames I've done a lot of lurking/research but nothing quite prevalent to my specific circumstance. Thank you in advanced and if I've lacked providing any information please let me know.
I have high blood pressure at a young age (nothing outrageous) and the docs are not sure exactly why. It's being medicated with a beta blocker and is currently under control. However, as expected, no one wants to prescribe me an amphetamine given my HBP. I told my doc of my ADHD suspicion and she offered me Wellbutrin which was rather insulting. So I decided to go through the process of getting diagnosed with ADHD by a specialist.. took the Quotient test and sure enough I have it. He at first wanted to put me on Zoloft (Strattera).. which I firmly declined. He then informed me of his hesitance to prescribe amphetamine because of my HBP (surprise). So he wanted me to try Concerta, I wasn't opposed to it so long as it wasn't some anti depressant nonsense, and he said if this is no good we'll have Strattera to fall back on.
So 5 days later and a bottle of this extended release 27mg Methylphenidate.. I'm not a fan. I am most definitely more focused, but I feel like I'm in my own little world / spacey and it's not cool. I also don't like the effects on the body and while I feel stimulated I also feel kind of tired at the same time.. hard to explain.
Is it possible for I to acquire some kind of amphetamine based medication? I get somewhat anxious around my psychiatrist and have a little trouble communicating myself properly, I get somewhat paranoid trying to get amphetamine because I don't want to give off the impression that I'm looking to abuse it or anything of the like.. but I know that's all just in the mind.
BTW just to hopefully prevent flames I've done a lot of lurking/research but nothing quite prevalent to my specific circumstance. Thank you in advanced and if I've lacked providing any information please let me know.
