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Was laying sick in bed last night, and all of the sudden I got a text. I looked it and it read "I got asked out". Initially a dagger went right through my heart. And then I thought...you know fuck that shit. I won't let this petty little shit get to me. Yeah it hurts, but letting it hurt is only counter productive. Simple. I wasn't good enough or I wasn't fast enough. Either it made no difference or I just be faster from now on. No skin off my ass if all I missed was an opportunity which can possibly present itself again in the future. I'll move on. It brought me down a little today, but you know fuck that, more things to worry about. I have Bob Marley playing on my computer, fuck that's all I need alright.
 
Man I'm sorry to hear that it upset you, but you're totally right. Sure it's disappointing, but you'll have so many more opportunities in the future! Keep your head up badfish.
"Cause every little thing gonna be all right" ;) <3
 
It's especially counter productive and pointless if I'm trying to take this depression head on sober. Yeah, I really want to toast a bowl right now, but what would I be? What would the outcome be. Completely pointless. First off....it's a long distance relationship, so it can only play out and last for so long and in so many ways. Secondly, we're still really good friends, which is why she told me in the first place. I should be thankful enough for that, especially because she's a really awesome friend too, so there are SO many ways this could have ended that would be worse than it is now. Being able to let this pass over my head so easily is nice, I can feel my depression and my ability to cope with it getting better. Hell even being able to post about how confident I am about it helps enough and it's making me feel better with every word that I type. Once I finally handle all this shit, kick this depression, THEN I can smoke again. For now...Crosby Stills Nash and Young is enough therapy to help me cope with this.
 
Man, look at all the positive points you're listing about the situation! That is excellent work :) You should be really proud of yourself that you can hold on to all those positives, and not let your mind get caught up in any negatives. And the more you practice doing that with any situation that you face in life, the easier it gets every time. So keep it up! <3
 
Badfish, if you and I were on a roadtrip we would not argue about what music we were going to listen to=D
 
Not to put too fine a point on it badfish, but when they said that they 'got asked out', did they then clarify that they accepted?
 
Yup. We stayed up till one in the morning talking :) It does sound doubtful, so I'm gonna keep myself ready for another go.

Passed my drug test! Surprisingly I smoked 5 days ago (not implying he may have cheated a little even though you can't really call it cheating).
 
OverDone said:
it's a deal! But I get to be The Banker next time ya cheater :D
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=D It's funny you bring that up!

When I was growing up, there was this old mac, with a Monopoly game, and the bank was literally an outlined box on the computer screen with the remaining $ - and if you tried to click and drag from it, an alarm goes off and a pop up says SOMETHING but I don't remember!!! It basically says "stop thief!" hahahahah! It's been ages since I've played this version. BTW it's by far my favorite version. %)
 
dude! I am doing awesome right now! my shrink is a badass. he has a lot of good contacts, including my judge and Probation officers boss. he made one phone call and now I am staying in a dorm with other people my age and living in the city.

I have gotten put on various mood stabilizers, some cool tranquilizers, and ambien, but they haven't really taken effect yet.

it doesn't matter cuz I already feel like 1000 lbs has been lifted off my shoulder. I get to kick back, relax, and heal.

hi Neo. I really miss you.

hey herbavore. this girl I met today has a herbavore bracelet. it is the other kind of herb but it reminded me of you.

hey badfish, sorry I haven't been talking to you much, you just kind of scared me when you put my BL handle on my FB wall so I have been keeping my distance. don't worry buddy, ill always be watching and your still my lil bro. how are things with the cutie??

pip, you already know.

Effie, congrads!!

overdone, sup punk??

nite y'all. ;) <3
 
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Ah sorry about that dude>.< Should have just said something. And if you want to know, just go take a look at my new profile pic and or TDS photo thread :)
 
Hey, SS00, soooo glad to hear about all your positive changes. I am really happy for you. Does the girl have a hempavore bracelet or what?=D
 
Hey TDS, I'm somewhat of a stubourn lad @ times and after much perseveriance, I have fixed my laptop and am back online @ home:D
Heaps changed in the last month prolly time for a seperate thread for that though. Had a skim through but am lookin foward to catchin up on whats been doin in my abcence...
As always wishing everyone here well <3
 
S.M.F.G said:
Hey TDS, I'm somewhat of a stubourn lad @ times and after much perseveriance, I have fixed my laptop and am back online @ home:D
Heaps changed in the last month prolly time for a seperate thread for that though. Had a skim through but am lookin foward to catchin up on whats been doin in my abcence...
As always wishing everyone here well <3
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Hey, you're out of the coffee shop! Glad you are back. Make that thread and catch us up.:)
 
S.M.F.G said:
Hey TDS, I'm somewhat of a stubourn lad @ times and after much perseveriance, I have fixed my laptop and am back online @ home:D
Heaps changed in the last month prolly time for a seperate thread for that though. Had a skim through but am lookin foward to catchin up on whats been doin in my abcence...
As always wishing everyone here well <3
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Hey buddy, so nice to see you back :D

Well everyone I'm applying for NMI mod, so wish me luck!
 
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