• Bluelight
    Shrine




    A memorial
    to Bluelighters
    who have passed away

RIP Melange <3

alas, i feel slightly a little bit better. the last thing i did say to him was actually "<3 you" and he liked it on facebook.
phew.
 
Man, this is sad. RIP Melange.

I've had too many friends die lately. I didn't know him in person, but we talked plenty. It's fucked up, because it easily could have been me. I've really cleaned my act up alot over the last 18 months and all of these deaths, on here and the people that I knew in personally, make me want to change but it also makes me feel hopeless, like I'll never beat this thing. Drug addiction is the best and worst thing in this world to me. It's so fucked up.

So many of us need to get better, but it is so hard. Most people just don't understand...but that's why I've been on this message board for a decade now. People here understand my sickness and my weaknesses.

I hope I get to meet you when I move on, too, Melange. You were a truly funny, intelligent person and you seemed to me to have a good heart as well.

Peace out for this life, bro.
 
his mom posted this on his FB today
"Here are Toms Details....this saturday...viewing from 12-2 then service at 2...Bennett Funeral Home 14301 Ashbrook Parkway Chesterfield VA 23832

in lieu of flowers the Mcshin Foundation is accepting donations for Thomas since he didnt have insurance. McShin Foundation 2300 Dumbarton Rd Richmond VA 23228 mcshinfoundation.org"

i wish i could go to the funeral. or send some flowers :\
 
I like how it feels that melange is still here because I see his icon everywhere.

Great coping mechanism imo.
 
TALLY's death still hasn't fully set in with me..This is just too much.
Stay safe everyone..
RIP Tom <3
 
GenericMind said:
I'm so fucking disgusted with this entire message board right now I can't even put it into words. I'm disgusted for every post in the LoungeI responded to glorifying irresponsible behavior and you all should be too.
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Fucking leave then. You shouldn't be disgusted. The posts here never glorified irresponsible behavior, this forum serves as an outlet for people to cry out whatever is on their mind without fear of judgement. It one the few refuges for drug user where he doesn't have to worry about being called a junkie, a crackhead, a tweeker, a drunk, or a fucking bum.

I guarantee you if The Lounge wasn't here our fellow Lounge Rat might of took his life much sooner.
 
melange bb, im getting cupped for you tonight.

but i aint pouring nothing for my nigga.
only because i know you'd yell at me if i poured some out.
 
Thank you Guido, I feel the same way. Im in no way disgusted with the lounge or this site, and the people here who over dose like tally and Tom knew what they were doing. Im not saying they chose to overdose, but they had support. But fucking sometimes all the support in the world isnt enough.
 
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