• Bluelight
    Shrine




    A memorial
    to Bluelighters
    who have passed away

RIP Melange <3

We are all ONE said:
Taffy has home!

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Taffy looks so sad. Where is she staying now? If she can't have a permanent home where she's staying now, she can stay with me for the rest of her life. I know Tom would approve of her staying with me.
 
Sorry for your loss Gloeek, tom has told me how close you were to him. And I know how much he did love you but do not feel guilty, he wouldn't want any of us sobbing over his death.

Instead he would want us to party in glory of his remembrance.

Rest easy brother, we'll see each other again someday.
 
You're right. We should all get a box of wine tonight (that was his favorite) and party our asses off!

BOX WINE PARTY!

oh baby bayyyybay. baby bayyybay.
 
gloeek said:
Dearest Catman,
Tom, I love you. I will always love you with all my heart. I knew you weren't happy with your situation in life. I feel so guilty for some reason. I feel like it's my fault. I know it's all my fault. You told me it would be all my fault. I know it is. I feel like the shittiest shit head in the world. I literally can't stop crying. Why didn't you call me? WHY?! I just wanna fly up to heaven and give you the biggest kiss. I wish I could take your place and you could live. I really do. You were such an amazing, wonderful, funny person. I'm going to miss our late night talks. WHO THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO FIGHT CRIME WITH?? goddamnit, Tom! I can't fucking believe you. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GET MARRIED!! Please forgive me for any pain I caused you. Please, please, please. I love you soo much!! I really do. I know we never got to meet face to face, but I had the most incredible, non judgemental, carefree love with you. I will never feel like this towards anyone ever again. godfucking damnit, Tom! I love you! I'm going to miss you more than anyone in the world. I resent the fact that we can never get married now. What's Taffy going to do? You really didn't think this through well. Who's going to feed Taffy a box of KFC every night. She's going to miss you almost as much as I am. FUCK! FUCKITY FUCK FUCK. godamn, TOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMM! COME BACK! PLEASE.

Save me Catman!! <3 <3 <3
I love you so much.

Love,
Dogwoman
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Glo<3
 
I don't think a day will go by where a tear doesn't fall down my face.
He was so incredible. So hilarious. So handsome. So kind. Liked to have a good time.
I will treasure the hours we spent on the phone giggling like school girls.
I will never forget you, Tom.
You've touched my heart
 
Gloeek, I had no idea the two of you were so close. {{hugs}} Please take care of yourself. I'm PMing you now.

My dad knows about Bluelight. I called him and told him we've lost another of our own. He started crying and sends his condolences as well. Although yes, there are people here who glorify drug use, the difference this board has made in so many of our lives has probably saved more lives than it has taken. I know I'll think twice the next time I am tempted to do something foolish.
 
GenericMind said:
I've confirmed with his family that it was an overdose.
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thank god it wasn't a suicide. i was really worried it was...and if that was the case i would've felt so fucking guilty.
i still feel terrible, but he never ever listened to me when it came to drugs. so i can't feel like i would've made too much of a difference...
:(
gloeek said:
Dearest Catman,
Tom, I love you. I will always love you with all my heart. I knew you weren't happy with your situation in life. I feel so guilty for some reason. I feel like it's my fault. I know it's all my fault. You told me it would be all my fault. I know it is. I feel like the shittiest shit head in the world. I literally can't stop crying. Why didn't you call me? WHY?! I just wanna fly up to heaven and give you the biggest kiss. I wish I could take your place and you could live. I really do. You were such an amazing, wonderful, funny person. I'm going to miss our late night talks. WHO THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO FIGHT CRIME WITH?? goddamnit, Tom! I can't fucking believe you. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GET MARRIED!! Please forgive me for any pain I caused you. Please, please, please. I love you soo much!! I really do. I know we never got to meet face to face, but I had the most incredible, non judgemental, carefree love with you. I will never feel like this towards anyone ever again. godfucking damnit, Tom! I love you! I'm going to miss you more than anyone in the world. I resent the fact that we can never get married now. What's Taffy going to do? You really didn't think this through well. Who's going to feed Taffy a box of KFC every night. She's going to miss you almost as much as I am. FUCK! FUCKITY FUCK FUCK. godamn, TOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMM! COME BACK! PLEASE.

Save me Catman!! <3 <3 <3
I love you so much.

Love,
Dogwoman
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glo <3 i feel the same way :(






To my boo boo:
i feel extremely bad about our last conversation. you said some serious shit to me and i was in the library at school on my phone & didn't see the last thing you said. it kills me that i haven't talked to you in 3 weeks, and the last thing you said to me was "like you care" i care so much and you know that, i'm so sorry for being so flakey lately. i love you and i really really wish i had expressed that more to you recently ♥ :'( I love you babyyyy. Even when I didn't respond to your texts they always made me smile. I wish I would've heard your voice more in these past few weeks...hell the past few months. Def wont be forgiving myself anytime soon for not being there for you like I promised and like I used to be. Wish we had lived closer and we could've met. You're allowed to creep on me anytime from spirit world bby :* ♥ aaf boo~ And the next time I go to a psychic you better come through to me. I've all ready got one guardian angel allegedly lolol. I will die if I see a psychic and they say "I'm getting...a Wayne..and something about cups?" So you better do it babez! Gunna miss you so hard :/ i just remembered how i used to think you were asian. we had so many good laughs and good talks. come back :( me you and tally are going to have quite a meet up on the other-side i guess <3

:( butthead you owe me one.
September 23
Tom Melange Jeter
if you're are lucky
i mighhhhht come to ny and take you out to dinner

September 23
Marissa O'Connor
lolwhat
haha aw
that would be cute

September 23
Tom Melange Jeter
best night of out lives tbh



i just called your phone like 10 times to hear your voice on the voicemail. probably the most i ever dialed your number. i'm an asshole. i'm sorry. i love you.
<3
 
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lol - I got axcited and was trying to google Damon Wayons from in living color and his many wives then rememebered it was ' I have 5 jobs...'
oh well
 
sorry papa. meant no disrespect.

hope y'all are holding up okay. it makes me feel not so good when everyone else is down.
 
Tom Melange Jeter
cooking hot wangs
COME OVER
SLUMBER PARTY TEEHEE

Tom Melange Jeter
when im at the bar
im going to tell girls WHATS UR JOB
then they are going to ask me
and ima be like OH NOT A BIG DEAL BUT I WORK FOR LIL WAYNE
then they are going to be like NUH UH SHUT UP
*flashes buuisness card
*gets raped by bitches

oh melange :)
 
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