Damien
Bluelight Crew
hahah good luck man. :D
Iskalla, reading your post I could swear it was me who typed those words. You have described my (former) relationship with weed to a tee. You want the plan that worked for me? It's one simple rule you have to commit to and never break, and tell it to yourself whenever you get the urge: don't spend money on weed ever again.
Meaning don't buy weed, in any amount, anymore. Limit your smoking strictly to whenever you are smoking someone else's weed and pay them back for it with money/food/small favors if they want you to, but never pay to take some home for yourself. This might seem moochy or weird, but it is essential, especially if you love smoking by yourself like I do. Trust me, follow this one rule and you will be able to control your habit, or quit altogether if you'd like. It becomes surprisingly easy after a couple months, even if you smoke with your friends often, because weed is no longer a part of your personal life, routine, or identity.
Todays the first day.....
its been like 13 hours without smoking.... I can do this shit!
Ya you can Folley ! All you need to have is a true WANT to quit .
I have been to numerous rehabs , and have been less successful at those rehabs because that desire was not 100% there (to quit drugs/weed).
It is all the mindset. ESPECIALLY If you have reached a point in your life when you are FED UP with the effects / side-effects / life-effects of smoking herb , then it's really much easier . It's 90% mindset, 10% the people you hang with .
And mindset is a LIFESTYLE change . Instead of waking up and hitting the bong, run up and down a flight of stairs 20 times .
Instead of eating Burger King for breakfast, McDonalds for Lunch, and Gas Station Snacks for dinner ,
Eat Wheaties for breakfast, tons of fruit / veggies throughout the day, Whole wheat , and drink tons of water .
Instead of letting people define your life, set up strong ego-bounderies as to what your RULES are .
Most likely, if you tell your "stoner friends" that you can't have weed around them , they will not be calling you anymore .
It is very depressing, but you have to ask yourself, if these people were only calling you to smoke weed, are they really your friends ?
(Id say they are, it's just they are in their own drug-addiction/haze and if someone asked me that a month ago, I probably would have done the same thing and Isolated myself from that person ).
Sry for /rant hope at least 1 person finds this helpful . Today is day 7 for me 100% total sobriety. I am starting to feel good.
OH YEA ! DON'T SUBSTITUTE ONE DRUG FOR ANOTHER . If you quit weed,
Quit looking at porn (it's really such a self-destructive/unproductive habit) , Quit Cigs, Quit alcohol, Quit EVERYTHING.
I mean honestly, just smoke weed if you are going to partake in any of the above activities. Weed is much more healthy IMO . (yes even porn lol)