I know I always say these things when I'm happy.But this time I am focusing on the positives I have achieved such as detoxing instead of the positives from gear which are only ever going to be artificial.How's it going Ashley hope your having better time with pain management.Did you have a good weekend.Mine was good did not do much only left house to buy weed.Have a totally different view of my recovery.Not going to try rushing it.I had started looking at my years of use through rose tinted glasses.But the reality was I was miserable with having to depend on a drug just to stay functional.Trying to get the courage to go to meetings.Have a good day hope it's pain free