We have to..we have too much to lose if we don't. I'm on 24 hours AGAIN of no using. Still too scared to take sub's yet since I don't want the pws. Took SomE Gabapentin too. Have to work this week not sure how how I will manage it but at least my wife knows and I don't have access to my phone, car or money so that has got to help me I suppose ..mentally and physically I'm a mess tho....how are you doing been?