Thatgirl299
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Feb 13, 2016
- Messages
- 27
Damn, I needed to read this. I have been using on and off for 10 years. Slipped up and started snorting H which is probably fentanyl given that every single time I try to take a small amount of sub after 24 hours I go into precipitated wd. I will loose my husband and my son. I'm scared, today is my last bit and my husband will take over for the next 48 hours while I start my sub routine. I got a new job I start monday and we moved. Same feelings of depression so damn deep, precipitated wd feels like out of body experience where I want to kill myself, but trying to work, take care of home, sex, etc is so odd without it all.
Pretty much--I need some support. Giving hubby my keys tomorrow, first 24 hours is not so bad-- I'm not sick really I'm just used to calling driving and getting my fix. To sit still with nothing will be tough but to loose everything is much worse. Can someone help me ? Just check in ? I would really appreciate it. 29 yo female, married with the sweetest husband and son. --and a horrible habit. Very scared of taking the subs and the work ahead. I cannot put it off, he is supportive and wants a loving kind wife back who is home and actually enjoys life. I should, I really do have it made... thank you for posting your story
Pretty much--I need some support. Giving hubby my keys tomorrow, first 24 hours is not so bad-- I'm not sick really I'm just used to calling driving and getting my fix. To sit still with nothing will be tough but to loose everything is much worse. Can someone help me ? Just check in ? I would really appreciate it. 29 yo female, married with the sweetest husband and son. --and a horrible habit. Very scared of taking the subs and the work ahead. I cannot put it off, he is supportive and wants a loving kind wife back who is home and actually enjoys life. I should, I really do have it made... thank you for posting your story