12mg of 2ce is enough for me to really regret my life choices, I cannot imagine what 40mg would do!!! :D 3ce seems more forgiving by all reports.
Sounds magical.. I'd love to revisit 4-AcO-DMT, only dipped my toes in it about twice. So far it's my fave out of the 4-subs that I've tried (vs only magic mushrooms and 4-AcO/HO-MET)
Lyrica time again, 1500 mg, it feels trippy and dissociative. I've also got some ketamine again. Ketamine is really...When I first fell in love with k I didn't want to use any other drugs. It felt like ketamine had everything. I had this phase for a couple of years, when I basically only used ketamine. I hope this k doesn't trigger the same "effect" in me as I'm also planning to take acid in the autumn, when all the leaves in the trees are so colourful. I love autumn (yup, we learn British English in school so it's not natural for me to write fall, although I know Americans say fall and not autumn), although many think it's dark and depressing. Tripping on acid amongst all the colourful trees, it would be amazing. That's why I hope this ketamine doesn't wake the same urge as previously, that I lose interest in all other drugs.
I find ketamine extremely psychologically addictive. How about you?
Psychedelics provide a new way to interpret our senses. Some might say it's a distorted view, but whatever it is, it's a different view, and my experiences are each unique. I've experienced all kinds of things, from fear and paranoia to contentment and comfort, interpreted some things as warnings, while others made feel safe and fortunate. All in all, I'd say psychedelics have increased my faith, since I was using them regularly when I decided to start going back to church and honoring the sacraments, et al. Not much of an answer, since it's pretty ambivalent. lol