Thankful to be somewhat rehabilitated after spending fifteen days in a treatment facility. The drugs are out of my system, but I do still crave them...I learned a lot while I was on the inside though and feel wiser then before, though my mind is still a bit foggy. The twelve step program seems to work for a lot of addicts/alcoholics, but I just don't think I can do it :/ too cult like and repetitive. Fake til you make it they say.
The most important thing I learned while in there is that our actions warp the lives of those around us, and I need to stop being so damn selfish. The ripple effect.