LordKrishna
Ex-Bluelighter
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pedaltopedal said:I dunno. I've experienced this phenomenon with vaporized DMT more times than I've experienced breakthroughs. About 5 to 1 times more.
Usually I'm hitting the pipe, then suddenly I find myself many minutes later in the corner hiding, shirtless or even possibly naked. And I always manage to somehow vomit during the blackout as well, because when I come to there is always a nice big mess to clean up.
No visuals, no revelations, just complete amnesia and I'm usually left with an overwhelming sense of fear that something horrible has just happened to me. Sometimes I come back curled up in the fetal position, shaking like a scared animal. It's frightening and it's like I lost 20 or so minutes of my life. It's a lot like what I would imagine and alien abduction to be like.
Maybe I'm more sensitive to DMT, and need to measure my doses more accurately.
Honestly judging by your response I don't think you should be using DMT. Sounds an awful allot like you psyche doesn't want the effects its getting. Because even with the best smoking technique it is hard to get even 60mg down all in one long hit.
But beyond the amount you are smoking that doesn't sound normal at all. Do you even enjoy it? there is no reason to use something such as DMT if all it does is scare the shit out you.