yompf
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- May 14, 2017
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So I was feeling pretty good about myself earlier, like ... Ya..good job, don't eat anymore zanex, it's not worth it, cus I totally just thought I knew the limit.... I don't have much experience with benzo withdrawal besides what I experienced a few months ago and that was fuc*** up. I used for idk a bit more then a month or whatever..
Anyway ,. So I figured 2weeks would not do me so bad. 14th day today I didn't eat any before work... Ok... It's lunch... I remember this feeling . My brain is sizzling.
I'm ok... But God dam... I thought 2 weeks I would feel crappy but .... I'm just used to opiate withdrawl ... This is nothing like that...
I guess I should of known WHAT KIND of crappy I would feel...
So the past 13 days I ate less then .5 mg. I broke a 1 mg pill in half , and broke the corner off and ate the big piece every day before work.
So should I like.... taper over the next few days? I feel ridiculous doing that over only a 2 week binge, but I guess really i should of stopped a week ago...!!! AAAAGGGG
Will i make it worse by eating more or should I do like .1 or 2 mg before work over a few days? Or will that make it worse .. I don't WANT to eat anymore . I would like this to end as soon as possible and never happen again.
That one week sure made the difference huh...
Anyway ,. So I figured 2weeks would not do me so bad. 14th day today I didn't eat any before work... Ok... It's lunch... I remember this feeling . My brain is sizzling.
I'm ok... But God dam... I thought 2 weeks I would feel crappy but .... I'm just used to opiate withdrawl ... This is nothing like that...
I guess I should of known WHAT KIND of crappy I would feel...
So the past 13 days I ate less then .5 mg. I broke a 1 mg pill in half , and broke the corner off and ate the big piece every day before work.
So should I like.... taper over the next few days? I feel ridiculous doing that over only a 2 week binge, but I guess really i should of stopped a week ago...!!! AAAAGGGG
Will i make it worse by eating more or should I do like .1 or 2 mg before work over a few days? Or will that make it worse .. I don't WANT to eat anymore . I would like this to end as soon as possible and never happen again.
That one week sure made the difference huh...