My second time was a once-in-a-lifetime experience, completely different from my first time and equally if not more amazing. I enjoyed MDMA immensely for years, but the nothing and I mean NOTHING compared to the way I felt the first time or the second time I used it, and I had some incredible rolls especially in the first year, along with some surprisingly good ones interspersed over the last 10 years. The first time I took one very, very good pill. The only thing I would have changed would have been that I wished I had a 1/2 pill booster when I started coming down, because I wanted to stay in that moment just a little longer. The second time, months later I took 5 clean pills of lower strength over the course of a night, starting with 1.5 pills. It was like a living dream that second time, and I'm very lucky it didn't go the other way because that was a lot of pills for a 2nd time user, but everything seemed to click that night, and I already knew the strength of the pills was about 1/2 that of what I had the first time.