H52
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jun 18, 2019
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- 12
I know that using benzos is the only thing that works for me OP and I can’t get anything. I just paid $250 to see a psych and he used to rx me 2mg xan bars 3x a day and Adderall That was years ago now he would only give me a little ads cuz of my history but .5 Xanax and only 5 of them when I am having debilitating panic attacks and anxiety. So my point is he yelled at me going why do you need so many pills and u want me to add Xanax onto that (I am on 3 antidepressants 1200 mg of gabapentin 3 x a day 4 20 mg tabs of Baclofen a day clonidine and my addiction dr is awesome he gives me subutex but I only take 4-8 mg a day) so I’m saying is yes benzos are like paying for anxiety relief with a credit card ( great analogy btw) but pregablin and gabapentin w/d is a hell I wouldn’t wish on anyone. So what’s the difference why can’t the dr just give me 2 mg Xanax xr twice a day and we get rid of the gabs and baclofen and 3 antidepressants that clearly don’t help my anxiety they keep saying oh an SSRI should be managing it but they aren’t me in my body . I used to abuse meds years ago I only got put on subs recently Bc I had one relapse of shooting oxy in 5 years and I got sepsis despite having clean rigs each time. So they put me back on it after being off it 5 years and all I could think was I am so done with my anxiety and depression and add so what can it hurt...if theeyd just give me the Xanax xr I guarantee you I’d be off 75 % of my meds. Anyway I feel your pain OP I really do and I don’t have any advice I just have the same problem .