Hello everyone. I have recently relapsed into H use, intravenously. I've been using a couple of times a day for around 3 weeks now and definitely have a dependency. I've also started a new relationship with someone who I've been seeing for about a month. On Thursday next week she has invited me to stay at her house until Sunday, so I'll be sleeping over a few days. I really like this girl. She is genuinely the nicest girl I've ever met. She doesn't drink, smoke or done drugs ever. She can not know about my usage it would end the relationship and hurt like hell.
Now, I was thinking about just going to hers and withdrawing cold turkey, but that would be a terrible idea and the weekend would be ruined. I need to somehow use H discretely at her house. I absolutely 100% will not bring needles to her house so that idea is out of the question. The thought of shooting up in her beautiful home doesn't sit right with me. Smoking it is not an option so I can't do that. The only thing I can think of is to take some capsules and fill them with H powder and just pop them and say they're vitamins or something. Would this work? Do you get anything from taking H orally?
We live 40 miles apart so going home to use isn't an option either. I really feel bad about this I'm kicking myself for relapsing and feel terrible about it. I know it's a shitty thing to bring capsules of H to someones house please don't jump on me for that I feel bad enough as it is but I really like this girl and want us to work. I will be getting in touch with my local drug and alcohol abuse service to get treatment but it can take a few weeks and I don't have that.
Thanks for any replies I get