This is the answer. Although I see now that you said snorting h is terrible? So you'll shoot it into your veins but you won't snort it up your nose? Not tryin to be snarky but snorting is great because it has longer legs.
When I said snorting it was terrible I just meant the experience itself. It burnt my sinuses it tastes horrible and made me feel really sick. I don't doubt it's effectiveness as a ROA, I just thought it was an extremely unpleasant way to do it. I was kind of in a hurry to do it though so maybe I did it wrong. I have a feeling I snorted too much in one go. I took a whole 0.2 g bag, split it in two lines and did one up each nostril. Was this too much in one go?
Yeah I think honesty is the way forward. I've told her other things about my past like when I used to self harm and she was really good with that. I need to commit to the bupe program and focus on building a good life. I never thought my life would be good again after what I've been through. It's finally starting to look like I might have a decent future and here I am about to mess it up! I don't want to keep making the same mistake I really don't know why I keep doing it.
I feel you, snorting H3 is doable but it´s HORRENDOUS
Smoking isn't an option at her house because of the time it takes to do it and the obvious smell. If I could get 10 minutes away somehow then it would be an option but really if I could get time away I'd prefer to inject or plug it. I quite like plugging actually I often do it when I can't be bothered looking for a vein. I used to plug bupe too as the bioavailavility is nearly double than sublingual so you get a good hit from it.I feel you, snorting H3 is doable but it´s HORRENDOUS
You said smoking for you it´s not an option, can I ask you why? Also, is not an option , just in the GF house or in general? Because smoking could be a viable alternative harm reduction wise , arm wise and also GF wise ( you can pretend it´s a less scary drug such as opium or hash, if she has no knowledge about drugs it´s way less scary than needles and H). This obviously could work short term ( to avoid w-d at her place) long term I´m not so sure you should tell her about your H use ( lots of stigma sorrounds H and especially needles) but I´m sure you should use this as an opportunity to start treatment again . Good luck!
well, first thing first, leave your veins alone then, especially since you enjoy other ROA´s. Smell is not that bad-that obvious especially if your gf is naive (I used to smoke H in the loo when I was at my mother and an air freshener did the trick) but it´s up to you. Also, is kratom available in the UK ? It helped and helps me a lot with H and oxys w-d
I think this is basically all that needs to be said. Yeah, you'll need to have some more honesty in your relationships for them to succeed.
Care to elaborate? The only times I used H it was snorting. Made me feel fucking amazing.
Really glad to hear you made it through the weekend without the shit hitting the fan! And GREAT that you’re already being placed on bupe. Stay on this trail m8 and you’ll make it! find a time and place to tell her the truth, piece by piece may be easier for the both of u? But i think that if she’s really the one, im sure she’ll accept you for who you are. The fact that you’re on the bupe and in some kind of treatment, doing everything you can to get well is wonderful and im sure she’ll think so aswell. Fingers crossed for you!
I just meant that it burnt my sinuses, tastes horrible, made me feel really sick. I could taste/smell it for hours afterwards. It held me alright I'm not saying it's a bad ROA, it was just horrible to do for me. Maybe I snorted too much in one go or maybe it was cut with something funny but I really didn't enjoy the experience
Best advice ever, @Biffer2z mate if u love this girl and she loves u, she will understand. Tell her that ure doing this because u care more about her than that shitty drug but for the moment u need the bupe. Shell eventually find out anyway man. So it's better if you tell her than if she finds out from someone else or she finds ur stuff, etc shit like that.
Base is not made for snorting mate, don't do that again.ure best off smoking ky
This is exactly what i meant a few posts back! Listen to this!
