Stickman Roxy
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 13, 2015
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- 155
I'm thankful in spite of horrible shit happening around him, all though I have shielded him from most of it, that my son seems to be ok
Way cool. Me too! Always stuck with me even though I'm the black sheep causing them headaches.So very grateful for my loving husband who is such an amazing person, my parents who are my rock, and kitties. I am so fortunate for my family.
You know what, I was thinking the same thing earlier, what a wonderful thing the Internet is, to allow all us black sheep to come together.^ and ^^ yes to family! My son will be home soon from his amazing travels and I can't wait. I think that kid has climbed every volcano in Central America by now. Can't wait to sit outside by the fire and hear his stories. And my mom just continues to lead the way at 86.
@Muzda--I think the predominance here on BL of familial black sheep makes us the norm!
Well said. I'm lucky enough to have a family that doesn't have a long memory. It's me who considers myself the black sheep, they're all nice normal middle classers, whilst I was the one and only wild child. The difference in the way I live compared to them is a gulf. As far as I've fallen when I've fucked up (always hard drugs related), they've always picked me up, given me a bollocking, then all is forgotten.It's interesting to see how some of us feel renegated by our own families or like you mentioned above the black sheep.
I understand families who target some of their own as black sheep because of your problems. And bc of all the issues you might have caused them during some periods of time. What I find particularly difficult to relate is to families that have a long memory. Those that need a problem so they can excuse theirs. While some families can be all we have, unfortunately some others can be all we don't need to have as they spread segregation between themselves. But you must Keep in mind the good moments, try to understand them and forgive all they ever did that made you feel small and hurt. The best way to deal with it imho is to live a good life the best way you can, feel good and proud of who you are. Time has a way to fix things.
At some point we make our own families and those are the ones that will be there for you on the same way you would be for them. That love is the one I feel is worth fighting for. And with time you'll build your own life and will probably avoid repeating some of the things that have hurt you some day. That's all it matters. To feel good about ourselves regardless of our faults or past and to find the strength to move on.
I shall keep everything crossed.My Mother's family is toxic and the damage done to her is devestating. I was never close to them as a child, and as an adult the only contact I've had with them is to tell them to back off my Mom, and yet she continues to go back every few years after the dust settles. I listen and support my Mom whenever she needs it. My Mom is sensitive and her family is very critical so it never seems to end well. They just got back in touch a few weeks ago and I'm hoping maybe this time will be decent as everyone is older. I know it would mean the world to my Mom. I have never been able to wrap my brain around families that thrive on drama - that would be a nightmare.
My Mother's family is toxic and the damage done to her is devestating. I was never close to them as a child, and as an adult the only contact I've had with them is to tell them to back off my Mom, and yet she continues to go back every few years after the dust settles. I listen and support my Mom whenever she needs it. My Mom is sensitive and her family is very critical so it never seems to end well. They just got back in touch a few weeks ago and I'm hoping maybe this time will be decent as everyone is older. I know it would mean the world to my Mom. I have never been able to wrap my brain around families that thrive on drama - that would be a nightmare.