Hey Painful - just wanted to check in and say hello. Hoping you are doing well, my friend. Thanks again, for always being positive - even when you're hurting.
Dopejay - Thinking of you ... I understand what you mean about the "old friend". My "old pal" is the opiates ... the wonderful, fuzzy blanket of warmth I feel from Oxycodone. I wish I could snap my fingers and take that booze away from you ... but I just want to extend my heart. I understand. One thing: You just picked up, so "putting down" is going to be WAY easier now than it will be months from now. Perhaps something to consider?
Squeaky - You're good people ... hoping you are well.
Shroomy - Thank you for testing me. Seriously. I often get frustrated reading your posts ... and in a sense, that is good for me. Your words trigger me - which means, I need to look at WHY they do.
A student came to me after a lecture the other day to have a chat about her grade. As she was leaning over my podium, she accidentally spilled my coffee all over my laptop. YEARS of short stories, articles, poems, lesson plans, etc. instantly dissolved into cyber space ... all was lost. Needless to say, it was a VERY expensive cup of coffee. Since I wasn't using a laptop issued by the university (I'm a creature of habit - I use my personal laptop), it won't be covered by the institution. I', now posting to you from my new computer. And, as you can imagine, the stress of having to purchase the new computer, coupled with the loss of my stepfather, gave me a "pass" to fall off my taper. So, I went off track for a few evenings, relishing in the warm blanket provided by a few pills with a drink. Anyway, I just wanted to check in.