Oh don't get me wrong about the coke thing. I wouldn't mind a drink but my town is filthy with coke. What I meant is you can't go out anymore because literally everyone is on it. I see high school kids parked in cars doing lines everywhere. I have two coke dealers living not 100 feet from my house it's disgusting. That's precisely why I don't go out anymore lol.
And the good ol bluelight lessons lmfao. Of all bluelight has taught me plugging is the only thing I haven't had the balls to try. my own ass terrifies me.
Getting out for a jam sesh would be cool but I don't associate with anyone in my town anymore. All my friends ether drifted away and are living separate lives or are still partying and I'm fine with that tbh. I'm living my own life as well. It just sickens me that I can't leave the house without being surrounded by obnoxious coke heads. Yes it's really that bad.
I had quite the massive coke habit myself (which I've totally kicked btw) so I just stay clear of any social gathering.
Glad to hear ur doing well too. Well, you always seem to be doing well to me. Sucks they made u cut down your weed. It's legal up here now
Man that sucks your city is so polluted with coke.
Yet, we don't hear about any kind of a "cocaine epidemic" ya know?
Because the governing drug dealers are making $$$ that is all that matters to them!
They need to take away our pharmaceutical access because that is cutting into their profits.
Seems like they must actually live by and from our direct suffering also.
Vampires that they are!
They probably prefer people to be on amphetamines as they make better slaves.
No need to sleep or eat. Just keep working for this machine!
Sorry...I'm going off on a little rant here.
I always seem like I am doing well to you? Really?
Wow, thanks for that. I feel like I am all over the place.
I have to keep a sense of humor through all this though.
Laughter is truly the best medicine!
Where I live, it is like "The stepford wives" , everyone seems perfectly perfect.
It is SO fake though I can't hang at all!
I'm so not perfect that I'm spilling out the sides. Lmfao!
I embarrass myself every time I venture into public.
I would probably do better with the coke heads. Lol!
This pain is so disabling that I can only keep an illusion of "normalcy" for a very short time and then..
Shit hits the fan!
I'm trying to force myself into the shower right now. I gotta do it!
I shall return. Clean and fresh!