Yeah I get exactly what you're saying dude! I pick up that same feeling, some people call them "courage pills" cause that's what it does. The shit gives you balls of steel haha, I've been messing with kratom when supply is low but you know..when you take the right amount on an empty stomach IMO it gives you practically the SAME exact effect, though some people disagree. I find the supply is nearly endless, and ironically from where I am, the ratio is the same. 1 gram of kratom =
xxx, 1 mg of oxy =
xxx. So with Kratom, though it's pretty similar there are differences, but it's the safer and legal route. Kratom absolutely does its job when I need it to come into play, more than happy with it. Oh, and a HUGE plus is how it makes your oh so horny, fortunately I have a fuck buddy. So satisfying!!