Ok I know I post often in many threads.Perphaps because I tried every antidepressiva which existed in every combination and my mental health is getting worse at the moment.
The way neuroleptics and moodstabilsers make me feel is like a zombi(May be i am bipolar and not Add).Then better suicide.
3-MMC low dose for 3 years was the first chem on which I had no depression any more.But its loosing its effects now to almost zero.
I think it was the serotonin release which lifted my depression as dopamine reuptake inhibitors do not help at all.No ritalin,modafinil,strattera,MDPV,2FA,Pentedrone.
So if you know i take 500 mg or more 3 MMC daily.May be thats dangerous.Then I think i will not do a higher damage if i finde a replacement.
So perhaps a lower dose of 5-MAPB could help me.I can sure reduce 3 MMC to zero but then I have the severe depression again.
So if a lower dose of 5-MAPB would help me then i would take the risk.Perhaps 10 or 20 mg a day help me. I read 5-MAPB is mostly a serotonin releaser.
6-APBD is more dopaminergic i read? Every one says no no no.But if you have resistent depression and something despite high dangers would help I will take the risk.
I have private contact to 5 moderators. They suggested alpha PVP (i think its like MDPV ) the other 5-Meo-Mipt and 2-C-D.I have no expirience with psychedelics.I have fear to try these.
Methylone low dose 20 mghelped for sure more then 3MMC but extrem short duration(2h) and I want something where I am relativly clear in the mind.(I was with 3 MMC)
Thank you for any advice
Anja