WELL.. got discharged from my psychs office because "I continue to use drugs not prescribed to me" thats fucked up,
He knew the only thing was etizolam and that im off it now. Only thing is, i asked for cymbalta because it helps my aches and pains, and somewhat in a good mood.
My mistake for being honest by telling him i tried it for a few days and it seemed like it helped a lot of my problems.
He closed his laptop and said "I no longer feel comfortable treating you" and anything i would say to him he would ignore me and say it again "I no longer feel comfortable treating you" whatta dick. i wasnt seeing him for drug addiction, i was seeing him for panic disorder and schizoaffective disorder.. that the reason i havent been on much, been too busy in my own thoughts and drinking and trying to find a new dr that takes the coverage i have, finally found one of my old dr who was once treating me for pain management and would take me back and help me out but no pain management this time, i agreed,
So here i am, fucking sick and tried of that psych playing doctor when hes only a NP. He looked me right in the eyes once and said "you know a lot, maybe too much about medicines for a patient BUT i know more than you. Whether you think so or not" i said "I never said i knew more about anything than you, do you feel threatened by my knowledge?"
lol
Glad that BS is over.
I'll be around.
Take it easy peeps.
-HOOD