I think it's funny that people harp on me for saying logical shit in a thread I've seen a million times.
I am really sick of fucking 'success' story threads that all just say the same shit.
If you don't feel okay, go see a medical practitioner?
It also hurts my feelings when people say I'm self centered, because I'm sure the bluelighters who happily accepted the free bit coin/pecunix I gave them wouldn't.
I tried to make a positive thread about MDMA and how it has benefitted people, but no... It is lost in the sea of dead threads.
I really thought of ED as a home away from real life. Like, I really like most of the posters here.
People make these messiah like post about how their success stories or w/e. That stuff IMO is better suited for a blog or one of the new focus forums.
MDMA is a beautiful tool, that unfortunate people sometimes experience negative side effects from.
Oh well, sorry guys. I tried.
Edit : also I can't openly discuss my ROA for MDMA use without someone sending me a retarded pm or just basically calling me retarded.
MDMA saved my life. Maybe that's why I get tired of seeing these epic long success stories... Drugs shouldn't make you feel bad, they should put you in a better state.
Goddamn prohibition.
Please get good gear kids.
Edit : I apologized in the other thread, but I want to make it clear to ED. I love you guys and the atmosphere. It's just hard for me to fathom some of these stories and ideas that are posted. MDMA has been all positives for me, even when I have abused it. Sure I get all emotional after a good MDMA experience, but I love that too.
I love listening to a great song post MDMA use and just fucking crying like a baby. It is beautiful. It makes me feel complete.
Again sorry guys. I'm going to refrain from even looking at recovery threads. I love you all, and may the house be with you.
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