I appreciate your understanding, really~!
Yeah, you'd think that living with it for so long...I'd either adapt to it, or would have found a better remedy by now. Still working on it. >< Might have a bit of alcohol with my melatonin tonight, just for that extra little push.
I always feel fairly knackered before bed (I usually get
tired at the right times, just not
sleepy, if that makes any sense)...and I never have caffeine. Lots of sugar doesn't make its way into my diet either, really. I seem to prefer salts and seasonings more lately. Sadly, weed did not help me sleep the other night. Instead of calming my thoughts or anything, I got a little paranoid (not majorly, but following a thought pattern I wouldn't normally). It was weird and disappointing, as so many say that it is a good sleep aid...I was really hoping to find that a redeeming enough quality to keep using it.
Yeah, fibro is a pretty tough cookie. I was only diagnosed with it around this time last year, but I've had it for ages longer...makes me hate my body and my brain chemistry even more than I already did, though. >< Oh well, I'm feeling quite good today, aside from a little "soreness" - the supplements probably helped keep a lot of bad at bay. I think it's time to make some TACOS~~~~!!
Also, sam... *huuuuugs* You're such a sweetheart. Your sympathy and patience with talking with me... I really appreciate it.