Do they use the MDMA/LSD combination in psychedelic therapy?
I just had the most therapeutic experience i've ever had with an MDMA/LSD combination. I've done both drugs separately many times and never reached this level of understanding about a certain (relationship related) issue that's plagued me for 3 years. I took a ~100 ug blotter and a reagent tested 80-90mg MDMA pill an hour after the LSD, this was solo.
I've had one candyflip experience about 2 years ago but took way too much acid (4 hits) and the MDMA pill was kind of weak and I took it too late (T+4 hours) the trip was just a headfuck with one ripper of a hangover.
MDMA on it's own is incredibly pleasurable but for the last long while i've found it to be too false and not deep enough for any true realizations to occur. I've had "realizations" occur on MDMA but then found them to be BS a few days later.
LSD on it's own tends to give me a nasty body load, i get chills, pressure and tension in my head and all over my body, jitteriness, gut-rot, gas and a decent case of continuous diarrhea. I'm certain it's my body's reaction, the material is of high quality. The first 2 hours of my experience were no exception to this effect. About 45 minutes after i took the MDMA (t+1:45) i found that i just had to get up, and go outside for a walk, the jitteriness and racing thoughts were too much to bear and i needed physical exercise. This was the best idea i'd ever had.
As i got walking the physical outlet helped my body load immensly. The fresh air and stars were nice too. As the MDMA came on and the walking helped me enter a meditative thought processing flow state the trip took on a more productive effect. There was still difficulty but it was okay because i was making progress instead of just feeling like shit. As I became aware of certain things the load of my mind-state I've been in for years lifted and it was absolutely beautiful.
This was by far the most productive and uplifting experience i've ever had. I've been a psychonaut for about 5 years and have experienced every main psychedelic (except DMT) and many combinations but none compared to this. I figured LSD by itself was the most revealing psychedelic, and I've had strong (250+ ug) trips but this was not only more pleasant but also more productive. I'm sure if i hadn't taken the MDMA this wouldn't have happened, and i think more importantly, it wouldn't have happened if i hadn't gone for a walk which did wonders for processing the issue.
After this experience i searched for combinations used in psychedelic therapy and found little if anything. This being the most therapeutic experience I've had i figured it must be in the literature somewhere, due to it's incredible simplicity and effectiveness. So my title question...Does anyone know any psychedelic therapists who use this combination? And if not maybe it should be suggested to MAPS. I'm sure they probably already know about it, but there is no documentation.
My next experiment is probably going to be psilocybin extracted from 3 grams of mushrooms with 1 pill at t+1.