...standing above me is a blond haired little girl, and an elderly man dressed in white who looked like Colonel Sanders from KFC standing behind her, both looking down at me and saying something I wasn't fully able to hear.
Still trying to figure out what all that means to me...strange stuff!
SNIP And also is the auto grade Nitrous the same as the NOS racing stuff?
Shit binging on nitrous and being driven down the highway with the window down was crazy. Just get someone to drive you on a nice summer day, roll the windows down, turn the music up, and inhale 4 chargers from the dispenser(if you have one). Its quite fun. After your done you could wait a while and switch once your sober.Being driven around could probably be fun, but ive never experienced it myself.
The last time I did nitrous I did the breath in and breath back into the balloon thing and had an amazing experience...for a brief moment, my eyes sort of blacked out, and the next thing I know it seems like I am on the ground looking up and struggling to open my eyes...standing above me is a blond haired little girl, and an elderly man dressed in white who looked like Colonel Sanders from KFC standing behind her, both looking down at me and saying something I wasn't fully able to hear, but it seemed like they had maybe just witnessed me pass out and were reviving me...the only thing is, I don't know anyone like either of those people in real life, and as I started to realize this, I then found my field of vision started to dissolve...it appeared somewhat like when a digital tv loses signal and the rebuilds the image as signal is restored, with the image of the old man and little girl giving way to the room I was in doing the nitrous. Still trying to figure out what all that means to me...strange stuff!
Man, this is weird, Catfish.
Once I was on LSD, and decided to smoke some 20x Salvia extract. First, LSD deepens and strengthens Salvia, absolutely VERY synergistic.
The "Salvia Reality" I went to was:
I am laying on the ground. An old white-haired American Indian shaman is leaning over me blowing some kind of sage and/or pine smoke into my nose and mouth (salvia having a distinct "piney" aroma). He is very concerned and is trying to wake me up out of a deep and powerful trance I have gotten trapped in... for a moment I come out of it, and "wake up" in this other stark hot desert-like place (no idea the "when" of it though). I am totally convinced THAT reality is the true one, and THIS entire modern world, and my entire lifetime of experiences and memories within it, was really just some kind of elaborate dream, that I was placed into as a means of teaching me something, but now it was time to wake up, and Shaman was bringing me back. Boy was I ever relieved. I swear it felt ***SO*** real!
But then, either the "wake up" process failed and I fell back to sleep again or the Salvia wore off, and the Shaman and the blue sky / white clouds faded to white and I woke up back here.
I am pretty sure this world is the real one... but not totally after that.
What does this mean, this repeated experience people everywhere seem to keep having that this our world is some kind of delusion or dream that someone somewhere else is having? WHY is this such a common theme??? Perhaps it is true?
I have a mate who insists on taking Nitrous bulbs while driving. He's done it twice now with me in the car. I don't like his driving at the best of times, and if he tries to pull that stunt again, I swear I'm going to knock some sense into him.
I have been in a car on the highway with someone who started doing nitrous.
This has also happened to me more than once, and without warning. Both times it ended with me getting dropped off on the side of the highway. It was not a suicidal problem that these people had either, just a stupidity problem.
The headshop that I usually buy nitrous from recently started including a little dimebags of powdered sugar with every nitrous purchase. What the hell could be the reasoning behind that? Wouldn't that give probable cause to a cop to to book you should you get pulled over driving home? I don't like that, it seems like entrapment to me.