Good grief is there anyone out here who doesnt abuse MXE like there's no tomorrow? Its very comforting to me to read how well you are doing despite horrid abuse but please guys, if you cram 1/8 oz of a drug that shakes the earth at 1/100 that in a couple days dont go saying its a bad drug if you dont feel so yiffy.
I use MXE for about 14 months now. I average at about 1 session per 3-4 weeks where I take 1-3 doses of 30mg sublingually. I typically take 2-3 hours between boosters. If I end up at 80+mg I start holing.
What I prefer with a single 30mg dose is take the dose sublingual for 10min, swallow, then go to bed for 2-3 hours to have the miracle unfold, then spend the next 2-3 hours in my living room essentially tripping on it (but a lot less intense) then spend the remainder behind the PC feeling kinda drunk but nothing too deep.
With multiple doses I just spend the interval times in bed as thats where the true magic happens, for lack of a floatation tank. If I hole it generally lasts 1-3 hours.
My most favorite effect is holing, my least favorite effect is the enhancement of gravity. Gravity can mess with me to no end, its like I'm camping out on a neutron star.
When I found out what MXE did for me I stocked up big, I scored 75 grams which I now got distributed in safe places to decentralize my stock. One of the things I'm looking forward to in having a long life, if its given me, is to visit the realm of Methoxetamine many, many times, in modest dose, with proper intervals. I hope I never get compulsive on this one.
I honeymooned on the substance like most of us but with me it just didnt get too far out of hand. Two binges when I didnt have the drug's additive effects figured out, and one heavenly period of 5 days where every evening I took a progressively bigger amount, ending on the fifth day with 120mg sublingual - which affected me like 60 does normally. All that tolerance reversed completely. If I take it in darkness and silence in bed 30mg still can completely fuck my shit up and the hole amount, 80+mg combined, hasnt changed.
So to you moderates, IT CAN BE DONE! Keep your eyes on the ball - being able to trip on MXE for years to come - and harness temptation.