I think it can be fun in low doseages to get the mood lift but higher doses make me too confused to do anything I like (yes I know its a dissociative).It still does not cease to surprise me with new feelings, ideas and novel experiences. It is an integral component to my current evolution, and I still believe that responsible, rational, intentional use of this substance has the potential to enhance life in many ways for many people with relatively little health risks.
So when I need to lie down and close my eyes for it to be worthwhile I might as well start meditating again without having any health risks.
There was never anything profound for me except something like an effortless meditative state.
Long term this can at least be an addiction like taking stimulants because of the afterglow of the MXE which has to do with the supposed dopamine reuptake inhibition.
So the days after MXE can feel like a very very slow release ritalin.
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