100mg Memantine HCl test
dose: 100mg
Memantine HCl (roughly equivalent to 30mg MXE, my default increment)
It readily dissolved in a fluid ounce of water. I can't find what constitutes a saturated solution. Most sources parrot the 1-2mg/ml the medicinal solutions come in but there's more to it.
2% solubility should be achievable with a molecule like this.
Took it at 14:14h, coincidentally.
I got a great coincidental plan
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at 35min appreciable oomph and hissing tinnitus already.
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4:30 into it.
At 1:30 it dawned on me that 100mg for me indeed is session strength, and now, 3 hours later, its stronger still.
It totally hits the mark of being equivalent to a standard increment of about 30mg MXE = 10mg O-PCE.
Like 30mg methoxetamine = 250mg ketamine oral, 100mg memantine for me has the Spiritual/magical Entheogenic quality that I require for a dissociative dose to be of "session strength". For the first time in my experimentation with the substance, i'm "in a session" in the entheogeni sense, well beyond medication.
5:00 into it and riding the session into the evening (19:14pm) at full force and perhaps going stronger (effects increase for about 6-8 hours)
clearheaded, non-mindfuck. There is some stimulation going on, i hope i can sleep tonight but willing to ride it out if insomnia occurs.
The eyes and ears are disproportionally affected with Memantine, Tinnitus is a constant and so are disscociative accomodation disturbances.
I want te Be, not Do = tripping indeed
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9 hours into this, its still ++ but going a bit shallow, it's 23:15 PM though so hooray, I might catch my bed before the sun comes up.
It is satisfactory as a dissociative.
Heavy doses, ie, diminishing returns, start at 170mg according to psychonautwiki.
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Just about on the 12 hour point. coming down so gradually, there is no nostalgia, what a great day it has been, and chances are i might sleep in a couple hours or so, 14 hours into it.
It would be ridiculous to take a booster, there is no interest in it.
The 100mg side effects were clear: there still is nuisance tinnitus, eyes are levelling again, there was phlegh reminisent of having a bit of a old, as reported, the saliva and mucus effects were akin to Tiletamine but more in the back of the nose and throat than the mouth.
Bodyload was by all means acceptable.
I'm curious what tomorrow will bring, or the rest of the week for that matter.
100 seems just right for me.
Qualitatively, this is quite a good dissociative. Emotion and thought are very mobile in all directions, but tend to be positive and composed. For me spirituality is around every corner on this dose, but holds for the brutally mundane stuff. I was reasonably mentally funtionalk throughout and diodnt have the robowalk. I can see people saying this feels inbetween DXM and Ketamine.
Zero nausea but there was diarroea, which i think stems chiefly from trimagnesium citrate taken yesterday.
I -really- liked this, and hope that lighthousing 100mg once a week as a means to both session 1 day and medicate the rest of the week wihj the residual blood levels of this powerful nootropic is possible for me.
That would be a VERY awesome routine.
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In darkness there were very enticing visuals, far more symbolical as generic O-PCE did for me. They were a bit faint but, worth watching anbd i definitely shouldve spent more time with closed eyes this session, during the thick of it.
I woke up after 6 hours of refeshing sleep (+20h wakeup).
now, +24h, i have a delightful aftereffect, reminiscent of.. a day after 30mg MXE.
Loving it.
Still in that afterglow, now in the evening of the second day. I compared the total accumulated dose of 100mg once a week vs taking 20mg once a day:
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100mg memantine 1x per week, halflife 84h:
Repeat the dose every 168 hours to reach a steady state in
5 doses or
35days. Concentration in your body will vary at
33.20 - 133.20mgwith an average of
83.20mg.
20mg memantine 1x per day, halflife 84h:
Repeat the dose every24 hours to reach a steady state in
16 doses or
16 days.Concentration in your body will vary at
86.64 - 106.64mg with an average of
96.64mg.
You will eliminate 97% of the drug in
17.71 days if you quit cold turkey.
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As you see, using as directed has you at 3/4 of 100mg/wk's peak value all the time, while the weekly use descends into a deep valley.
That's lighthousing: one pulse every so often while being significantly affected inbetween.
Whatever fryday/shatterday weekly dose you take of this drug, 1/3 of the last dose is still in your system if you keep it steady.
