The most Zen I've ever been
I have recently received a samply of Allylescaline and my experience is as follows.
The most Zen, I've ever been
t+0:00 5mg
t+3:00 5mg
No tolerance expected, one week since last experience (6mg 5-MeO-MiPT)
With this batch of Allylescaline I have:
Reagent tested, results as expected
Allergy test at 100-200ug, no noted effect
Allergy test at 1mg, no noted effect
Today I will be testing 5mg as a further allergy test, with the possibility of taking another 5-10mg a few hours later to push towards a threshold test, if desired
Breakfast of yogurt, toast and coffee at 9:00am
t+0:00 = 9:30am I have weighed out two capsules of 5mg each and another 5mg to be parachuted immediately
t+0:15 Slight excitement noticed, without checking in, slightly sweating palms, already? Unexpected. At this point I keep saying that it is likely 'all in my head'
t+1:00 GF and I have left for our friends house to walk her dogs
t+2:00 Occasionally feeling, alerts? Just a little? I am surprised by this and am starting to check in with myself a little more frequently now. Possibly in my head, possibly not. Either way, I am clear headed, conversational, not acting strange, and having a very nice time
t+2:30 Chill and mellow mindset, calm, but I have noticed that I am starting to experience 'anxious palette', where the roof of my mouth dries out somewhat. I've experienced this occasionally in the past while on Tryps and Phens
t+3:00 Dropped another 5mg. After considering my options, I have committed to attempt a threshold trip and am shelving the other 5mg for now. I am meeting a sober friend for a hike shortly and if the dose response curve is straight with this chem, another 10mg could make me feel a little goofy. Reminding myself that it's ok to take my time getting to know this chemical. Rome wasn't built in a day...
t+3:30 Feeling slightly stimulated. Feeling really good overall, slight palm sweating again, possibly a Phen thing for me?
t+4:00 Very small weed bump (maybe half an inch, packed into the end of a cig. Colours seem kinda fantastic, but considering that the Sun is low, being Winter, it may or may not be related. Cold air is incredibly fresh and I am loving it
I can see how this could become tactile and sexual, but nothing is forced at all
Feels completely like nothing, with a little bit of something...
t+4:15 From what I smoked I should not be stoned, and I'm not, but I do feel the chill of the weed. Feeling very lucid and calm, but never dipping down to baseline. If this is the most that a person could expect from this, than it is enough for me. I feel great. Period. I'll go higher for sure, but this, is a very sweet moment
t+4:30 Becoming more social
Friend has picked me up and we're headed off for our hike. My friend confirms that the Sun is quite normal and that my colour perception is enhanced. He also tells me that I seem to be in a really good mood
t+5:00 Lunch of pasta and potato salads
t+5:30 Arrived at the hike location. Getting out of the car I feel cold and I have a brief moment of 'I don't wanna...', but I realize that this is one of many possible responses to the cold, I put on my touque, pick a new response and off we go. I'm having no real difficulty with the snow and ice, no clumsiness or loss of coordination to speak of
t+6:00 Arrived at the lookout, great view and lots of birds that will land on you and eat right from your hand. I'm possibly a little over excited about this and am having a great time. The hike down is half walked and half slid, so much fun
t+6:30 Once at the bottom of the hike I pack a little weed into a cig. again. Still feeling great
t+7:00 Weed hit has taken this right back up, and possibly further. As we're driving down the mountain I have a slight sense of flying
t+8:30 Weed high seems to be fading somewhat and my eyes are feeling cool and fresh. I am getting so INTO each moment, I occasionally lose track, or at least mind, of where I'm going or what it is that I am doing. Although, as soon as I ask myself what it was I was doing, I remember with ease and clarity
t+9:00 1 cig. Tastes, smells and feels good
The brief thought of sucking the helium out of some balloons I see makes me giggle.
I really seem to have a lot of control around guiding my emotions in whatever direction I want. Very good feeling
t+9:30 Still there, no real drop yet, if there is, it's so subtle that I don't notice it
Am I still feeling it? Getting distracted when I stop to think about it, if I'm not feeling it, I'm definitely still effected by it.
t+10:30 Supper of rice bowl and vegetables
Starting to feel a little tickle in my throat, no idea if it relates
I feel as though my problem solving has increased today, nothing big, just lots of little, simple ideas to make my present moment smoother and easier. Problem presents itself... 'I could just do this... Problem solved.'
t+11:30 I could be at baseline, possibly, but I still feel really good. This could be the tail end or afterglow at this point
I keep feeling excited about this chemical/experience, and I am very excited and encouraged to repeat, at this dose or higher
t+12:00 My eyes are now feeling tired. I feel like I'll sleep well tonight
t+13:30 Just finished a movie, War with Jason Statham and Jet Li. Approx. 11:00PM. Today has been a full and pleasant day
I expect that I will sleep well tonight
t+14:00 Walk and final cig of the day. I could be at baseline, but I don't feel tired/wiped out/tripped out, just satisfied and ready for bed
t+14:30 Bed and quick to sleep
t+22:00 I wake at approximately 7:30am. Slept well, feeling rested and ready to go. No headache/hangover/tiredness. Slightly higher than normal energy level is sustained through the day and I have a very productive day
Reflections and Commentary
Just prior to my second dose, I might have said that it felt a tiny bit morish. After the second dose, and after I committed to letting today be a chill adventure, the morish sensation seemed to lift. The extra dose? The resolution? Uncertain which might have caused it. All in all a positive experience. I am looking forward to repeated experiments with this chemical
I do not see this as a trip drug, per se, just an overall good feeling. If this was sold in your local drug store, the box would say 'Take this and feel wonderful for the next 12 hours.'
My visuals only consisted of deepened colours and a slight loss of sharpness at distance, but never so much that it became an issue. As my sober companions were driving, I had no problem reading street or highway signs and navigation on my phone was easy
On more than one occasion I commented that the feeling was similar to the beginning of a good beer buzz. A little more alert, an added touch of energy, a good mood boost and an eagerness to do something with friends
There were a couple times that I felt as though this could go to a really sedated place OR a medium to high energy place. I could veg. out on the couch or go for a hike. Either/or seemed to be satisfactory
